School Dayz

Chapter 14

Kamden cooking in the mm 😍😩😭
&& Kam singing his song pls

I love August cover to that song I cry

Aria

I'd been in the hospital for over two weeks now. It was pissing me off that I was so immobile. I couldn't do nothing on my fucking own.

Nobi and Kam would come by as much as they could and stay for as long as they could before leaving. School had started back up and I knew they had busy schedules. Jared was here everyday and I appreciated him for that. I just wasn't use to all the help and generosity he offered.

I hadn't seen Melvin since the accident and really didn't want to. People from school who'd stopped by told me he'd been asking about me. Sooner or later I'd have to talk to him for my own closure but at this moment I was like fuck him.

"You need me to help you?" Jared asked as I tried to reach for my drink that sat on the try at my bedside.

"No I got it." I said while still struggling.

After a while of watching me struggle he grabbed the cup handing it to me.

"I could have gotten it myself." I mumbled.

"Thank you Jared for the help. Oh no problem Ari you welcome." He stated sarcastically.

"I can do some stuff on my own. You not gone always be here to help me."

"That's the problem. You think you can do everything on yo own and that you don't need nobody help. Clearly you do or you wouldn't be in this situation. I just want to fucking help you. Is it a crime?"

"I didn't ask for yo help or anybody's for that matter. I'm all dismantled and I just want to be able to piss without struggling to wipe my own ass." I started to cry.

"Stop crying Ari. Can't you see I'm here for you. I want to see you get better. I come up here in the morning before school with breakfast. Leave school at lunch time to bring you food and after school I'm here with you. I clearly care about you and want to help you. Let me do that." I nodded my head as he wiped my face.

I didn't mean to take my frustrations out on him while he was here. I actually enjoyed his company. Its just the simple fact that I feel so restricted. The fact that I can't blame anyone but myself.

"Look it'll take time but I'll be here. Is that cool with you? We friends right?"

"I don't mind and yes we're friends. I'm sorry for how grouchy I've been towards you."

"It's cool you got a lot going on."

I nodded my head focusing out the window. 

I don't know what Jared saw in me. He knew a little about my situation and still wanted to be around me. I felt so broken and I just couldn't fathom what he saw in me. I'd been mean to him and said all kind of things to make him leave but he never would. He'd just laugh at me but never once would he leave.

Deep down I didn't want him to leave. It was nice to have a guy that didn't look at me as if I meant nothing but as if looking at me was looking at the sun setting over the horizon.

Zenobia

I was on my way over to kamden's. He'd planned this date night for us so I was anxious to see what was in store.

Pulling up to his house I cut the engine grabbing my purse and exiting my car.

As I was walking up the driveway his mom was coming down.