Heart Wants What It Wants - SANDHIR current shot ❤️

Part 4

"The bed's getting cold and you're not here
The future that we hold is so unclear
But I'm not alive until you call
And I'll bet the odds against it all"

Flashback (Sanyukta )
He had been gone. He had left her , just walked out of their marriage. She hadn't even imagined that it would ever come to this. Their love was too strong way too intense for something like This happen. They weren't like those other couples , who fell in and out of love every year.. When they fell in love they knew it was going to last more than this lifetime.

"I want a simple girl, not someone who can take someone's life for achieving her dreams , you're not what I want Sanyukta " these words gave her nightmares each night. She turned and twisted in bed trying to get rid of this memory, but there was just no way. It haunted her. She feared going to bed each night, she would feel like her life was being drawn out. Like all her happy memories were fading..

There was a time when they woke up next to each other, in the dorms where they weren't allowed to share rooms but it didn't matter. When they really felt like it , when Randhir just couldn't have enough of her, when he just wouldn't let her go, she'd stay back with him and those were the nights they cherished ,hoping that someday this would be routine..

"Randhir , how could you ?" She sobbed for nights in a row, sometimes waking up ,at other times feeling like she would die while sleeping. Her dad would often run in watching her struggle to keep up , it was no secret that his daughter was deeply in love with Randhir. And no matter how much he hated him, he could never change her mind on this, she had been straightforward since day1. She loved him and she'd said it out loud.

Parth was the only one who would listen to her talk about Randhir , but his health was such that he couldn't ever talk back or be there for her. She used to pour her heart out "Parth he said I did this to you, and now I feel I did, he would never blame me otherwise Parth , he loved me, you know na? He really did , he wouldn't leave me if it wasn't my fault , he believed in me more than I did in myself. I did this to his best friend,he'll never forgive me Parth, I can't forgive myself "

How much Parth had hoped to provide her with some consolation. But his body just didn't let him. And as the days went by he heard her lose faith. Lose hope. Lose herself.

He remembered the last time she took his name "He's gone Parth ,for good, he's left me,I thought we couldn't live without each other,but maybe he can,he doesn't need me, and when Randhir Shekhawat decides something he sticks with it. I guess this is it Parth. I lost him forever. Him, you , my dream. Everything. "

And being the strong headed girl she was. That was the last day she spoke about him. Or took his name. Even though she died a thousand deaths just with one memory. Even though her heart beat for just him till date , even if she felt like she didn't mind faking death , If that's what it took for him to hold her again.

At least she would see him again. But not once did she let anyone know. Faking emotions was easier and she stuck to that. She didn't want to disappoint the few other people left in her life.