Heart Wants What It Wants - SANDHIR current shot ❤️

Epilogue

A/N : so just the news about Sadda Haq ending was a hard hit. I tried hard not to think about it and to move past it! But I can't. It was so much more than a show❤️

The people I came across , the lives I got to know about, speaking to people all over the place, India and beyond. I mean two years back had someone told me that I'd find some crazy ass besties over the Internet , I would've laughed at their face.

But Sadda Haq did that for me! And I'm so so grateful :') We've all been through a lot during this show on a personal level, and so much changed in my life , for better or worse, but a lot happened , and THIS SHOW- it was my Constant. ❤️

It's going to be SO HARD. 30th June. I never want the day to come :X
What Twitter. What stories. What caps. What interviews. What fangirling. What trends. What arguing. What craze. All over. Zap. One hell of a ride🙈

I'm going to cry and whine a lot later ,but I needed to let it out. And the epilogue was delayed cz well I just didn't feel like it 💔 but I'll finish this and then maybe I'm done writing :'(

Would also like to take a moment and thank the amazing Selena Gomez for this heartfelt song❤️ Heart wants what it wants is so special. So heartbreaking, full of pain, but so relevant.

She's not performing this on Her Revival tour cz it hurts. It's too hard. It's about him. About Justin. And their love. And their relationship was a lot of things , it was so hard ,but the Heart Wanted What It Wanted ❤️
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"But sir please?! We need this!" Randhir begged Nirman for the nth time now. And Nirman wasn't ready to budge "I don't care! Nothing has changed for me! No rules will be broken for you if something changed in your personal life!"

"Randhir lets go.."Sanyukta nudged watching the argument get heated up. She could see Randhir's temper rise and that wasn't a good sign.."Okay then we'll find some arrangement outside, thank you!" He voiced with finality and Sanyukta turned her face looking at him with pure shock. What. Was. He. Thinking. ?

"Okay go ahead. What you do outside the premises isn't my concern! Inside here you'll are just scientists working on my mission and that's all it will be! I can't afford distractions!" Nirman uttered and walked off leaving them in his cabin..

"Randhir where will we go? It's okay na, it'll be like college, we'll figure it out ..." And he turned her around not liking the sound of this. This wasn't where he want them to head. Not backwards. Surely not like they were in college.

"If I'm married to you, I want that life Sanyukta. Last time we got into this, we didn't know how to go about it, we didn't know how hard it would be, we couldn't imagine the things that would come in our way! Our marriage was just a statement, just some event that happened one night and then we were back to being Randhir Shekhwat and Sanyukta Agarwal. I don't want that again. I don't want to skip on the life we chose to have!" He said looking at her seriously this time..

"We don't have to skip it Randhir, it'll happen for us. Give it some time.." She tried to calm him down but he was determined. "It matters Sanyukta! That's what we didn't realise then, and I won't repeat the same mistake. If we have to work on us, and build our relationship again, then I want to spend all the time I can on it. I want to work together with you on everything I can, I want for us to work hard to make a home..

I want us to live that life, face those difficulties, argue about who'll do the dishes, get pissed off about who needs to cook, fight about who's more tired, give you a head ache about leaving my stuff all over the place, but more importantly more than all of this, I want to come home to you everyday, after I'm stressed, drained, tired, I want to come cuddle to you , I want you to come home to me, after you've worked hard at achieving something, I want to be there to pamper you, to put you off to bed when you're working all night and fall asleep on the couch, when you'll wanna skip your meals but I'll make sure that's not an option..