Kitten, Neko |Phan and KicktheStickz.|

.Chapter 27.

(Song, The way she feels- Beneath the trees.)

Phil's POV.

Dan and PJ went home, having to attend family business and Chris was in the other room playing Mario kart. I head upstairs to my room and close the door. Sliding down against it. Ugh. Why is my life so fucked up?

I tried to think of other happy things but it never works. Why does nothing fucking work! I remember the dream of when Dan was abusing me. Oh how I thought that was real. It scared me at how real it was. Even he thinks I'm worthless. Ugly. Freak. I try to not let myself cry but it didn't work as tears started Falling freely down my face. Ugh. Why am I So Annoying!

I bang my hand on the floor before sobbing quietly. Why am I crying? Ugh. I'm pathetic! PATHETIC!

I completely forgot Chris Was now living with me.

My tail wraps around my waist and my eyes grow bigger as I stand up. I'll try and put music on. The song didn't help.

"She's upset bad day, heads for the dresser draw to, drive her pain away, nothing good can come from this."

I slowly walk over to my dresser draw. Opening it up and slowly grabbing my box.

"She opens it. There's nothing, there is only left over tears."

I look in it and see tear stains surrounding the beautiful blade. I pick it up and throw the box somewhere before sitting back down. My back pressed against the door. My tail wrapped around my waist tighter and my ears went floppy as I stare at it.

'Do it phil'

'You deserve it Phil.'

'Faggot'

I close my eyes as the blade connects with my pale skin. Before pushing down on it. The blade piercing my skin as I make a jagged line. My hands shaking. I bite my lip. Trying to forget the bleeding but it didn't work. It made me feel more weak. And I'm not sure why I've suddenly got into this state.

I've had such a good morning.

I slowly cut another line in my wrist. Hissing slightly as I went a little to deep. My phone started ringing but I couldn't be bothered to pick it up.  I felt to weak to pick it up for some reason. I just wanted to lay there and die. Nobody wants me. Loves me. Likes me. I just let a silent sob escape as I cut two more times before the ringing stopped blaring through my ears.

My phone Rang two more times. I cut a lot more. I tried to stand up but I was to weak to. I look down at my arm and my eyes widen in shock.

So . Much. blood.

I Saw Twelve fresh new cuts covering my arms and a lot of blood. Some of it dripping on my jeans. I bashed my head on my door. Feeling tired all of a sudden. My eyes flung open as my home phone started ringing. The ringing getting cut off by someone answering. I was about to stand up but my hand with the blade slipped and cut my arm again. I screamed out in pain as I grabbed my arm. Looking down as tears started streaming down my face. Seeing the abnormally big line across my wrist. Blood already pumping out. I sobbed out again as I tried to stand up. But I suddenly felt light headed and fell to the ground.

I Screeched out in pain again but I suddenly heard banging on the door. I felt to tired to move a single muscle. My cut arm was stretched out in front of me as I stared at it.

Before everything.

Went.

Black.
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