Kitten, Neko |Phan and KicktheStickz.|

.Chapter 31.

Phil's POV.

I sat on the edge of the bed. Just looking down at the floor as the nurse patches up my arm. I hear a doctor say to Dans Family and Chris and PJ that visiting times where over and they nodded. Taking one last glance before turning away from Dan. Chris walks up to me and kisses my forehead.

"Please sleep well and don't beat yourself over this. It wasn't your fault." He says but I shake my head. "Everything's my fault..." I whisper. He hugs me gently as I cry quietly in his arms. I sniffled slightly and looked up to him and gave him a weak smile.

"Thank you Chris" I say and he smiles. "Don't worry. Everything's fine." He says before getting up and leaving with PJ who waited patiently for Chris. Luckily I wasn't hooked onto any machines and that the doctors has sorted Dan out and it was only me and Dan in this ward for some reason. Luckily his life support is keeping him stable and slowly pumping air he so desperately needs in his lungs.

I start patty pawing on my covers and I transform into a little cat and jump on my bed slightly. Before purring and circling a few times before sitting down. My bushy tail wrapping around me. I stare at Dan through the tips of my fur and see him peacefully sleeping there. The only thing that gave me away was the bandages has shrunken to the size of my arms as a cat so I am a patient there and if the question anything about me I could just transform back into human.

I thought for a moment before finally deciding fuck it and I jump of my bed and run over to dans and jumped up onto his hospital bed and seeing his neck clearly. There washed gashes in his neck and some skin was torn but he still looked perfect.

I went up to his hand and rubbed my cheek on him to give him my scent before ducking my head under his had and he hand rested loosely against my head. I giggled slightly and looked up at it. My once sad mood slowly disappearing as I look at his fingers above me.

I slowly move away from him and looked up to see the same nurse that did my bandages starting at me. "I-I'm sorry I-" "Don't worry Phil. You can do that if you want. I'm not going to stop you." She smiles and I smile back at her. I see that she got my name from my 'file' from what I have done previously to myself.

We all know that I've been head more then once..

I look up Dan and jump up an down on his bed. Before climbing up and onto his chest and curling up in a ball. "Are you in a relationship or-?" She asks and I nod. "Only been going out for a few weeks but we have always been close friends." I say and she nods.

"I can tell you like him." She stays and I look at her. Confused. Slightly. How did she know that I liked him. I do but.. How? "I have a sister for a Neko and she told me a that Neko's eyes grow bigger and that they seek attention from them all the time if they like the individual. I find it quiet cute how your so open." She says and I smile. I get up off dans chest and she grabs a seat almost reading my mind as she sits down and we start talking.

"Why do you think he tried to attempt. And why did you try as well" she asks and for some reason I didn't mind telling her. "Well. As you already know.... Amy. I was in here first. I  was just self harming myself because I felt so alone and suddenly I started just going deeper and deeper until I heard knocking on my door. I went to go and stand up to open the door as it was locked and I was leaning against it when my hand slipped and I cut myself long and deep. It stung like a bitch." I said and she listened intently like she almost... cared?

"And as for him." I say and she nods. "He saved me from bleeding out. But when I woke up he told me that he felt alone and then he ran off to his home and then tried to commit. I don't know what set him off. He has been anorexic for 5 years now at least. Right back when he was twelve years old." I said. I didn't feel afraid to tell her as I sort of.. Knew I a way as she wouldn't tell anyone.

"Thank you so much for telling me about your story but I ya e to go now. I'll see you tomorrow as I'm your personal nurse." She says and I smile widely before nodding. She slowly excited the door and I sighed.

I slowly looked back up at Dan and smiled at how beautiful he looked and crawled up his chest before curling up in a ball and falling asleep.

At least I can stay with Dan.
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