Kitten, Neko |Phan and KicktheStickz.|

.Chapter 14.

Phil's POV.

"Yeah sure." Dan asks turning towards me. "Umm... You have to be honest okay." I say and he nods. "Are you okay. Like.. Mentally okay?" I ask and I see tears start to brim his eyes. "Y-Yeah why do you think I'm not?" He stutters and I intertwine my hands with dans.

"I know when people don't eat, and you for sure do not eat." I whisper and that's what set Dan off. He broke down into tears. "I'm so sorry Phil. I just can't handle it. The words they used to call me. Just because I was a friend of someone, it hurts a lot. And I.... Everytimeiwalkinfrontofamirroriseenothingbutfat." He says really fast. "Say that again Dan." I say and he sighs. "Everytime I look in the mirror I see nothing but the words they used to call me. And all I see is fat so I stopped eating 2 months ago. PJ found out the worst way w- w---when I was purging up e-everything I h-had left in me. I was so weak I passed out and got sent to hospital." He says and I nod. Tears brimming my eyes as well.

"Well, Bear. I will look after you." I say and hug him as he cries in my chest. "I w-will to Kitten" he says and I smile. Hugging him close. I think of something that'll cheer him up and smile.

"I really hope PJ and Chris aren't making out on my dining table." I say a Dan he laughs a little "I bet that's the only thing there doing." Dan adds and we both laugh. "PJ, CHRIS. STOP MAKING OUT ON THE TABLE." I shout and I here someone moan.

"WHAT ELSE WHERE YOU DOING ON THE BLOODY TABLE." I shout and Dan laughs. "YOU WILL NEVER KNOW." Chris shouts back and I giggle. Dan wipes his eyes and the two love birds come in with slightly red lips and there hair and Pjs hair was ruffed up a bit. One of Chriss ears where pointed and the other flopped down, his tail was wrapped his hand and his eyes where an extremely bright brown. His whiskers deadly still. My blue eyes widen at the signs that he's doing.

Chris loves PJ.

"So boys what where you doing?" I say and they laugh. "Nothing I swear" PJ protests and I laugh. "Sure PJ," Chris says and Chris kisses PJ's cheek. PJ blushing instantly. Chris and PJ always give each other kisses on the cheeks and do cute things to each other. I think that would be so cute together.

"Shall we play some video games?" PJ asks shyly and Dan giggles at PJ's shyness only getting a playful slap in return. "Sure."

We played video games for hours until the early hours of the morning arose. "We should go to bed. It's 1:30" I say and they all laugh before agreeing. "I'm  good as I've already got my backpack here." Chris says and that reminds me of something.

"Of Chris that reminds me. We are picking up your stuff tomorrow." I say and Chris jumps excitedly. "Dan and PJ I'll lend you guys clothes." I say and PJ shakes his head. "I knew I was staying so I brought my own"

My eyes widened as he giggles "You cheeky shut." I say and he laughs "Am I the only one that doesn't have clothes?" Dan asks and I laugh. "No dummy you can borrow some of mine!" I say and he nods. "Okay."

We all thunder upstairs and brush our teeth. Seeing my little fangs poke out the side of my lips. I smile and spit out the minty liquid before everyone gets into my bed. Where all comfortable sleeping in the same bed.

We talk for about ten minutes before they all fall asleep except for me. I shake my head and close my head but all that happened where these thoughts swirling around my head.

Why am I always the last one to be awake. I am so fucking annoying. I really can't think of anything to do, why am I so ugly. I hate being fat, Worthless shit, I hate myself, help me...

Should I kill myself?

That question sparked me the most. I look down at the oversized grey jumper I have on and roll up the sleeves, revealing my scars. The beatific yet ugly scars... "There's a bridge near here." I whisper starring at the scars. "Do I need to kill myself to be happy?" I contemplate for a second but nod my head.

"Yes."
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Omg no phil! Your so adorable what are you going to do! Comment telling me what you think he'll do and yeah, much appreciated! Talk soon X

Love you allXxX
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