Keep reading if you want to see me rant about shit that's been happening in my life. I'm sorry for being annoying but I just wanted to right a few things down and off my chest.
Why the fuck do I make stories that no body likes, I'm stupid. I'm so stupid to believe that people love this story or any other story that I have made because ugh... I don't know. I will most probably never delete any of my books but I have definitely been close too...
When I'm out with friends I'm always the third wheel. Always. And when I'm with anyone and then one of our other friends come across they just leave me. I bet that they wouldn't even care if I got ran over by a bus because I'm so.... Useless.
I feel always left out when I'm around a friends house and I know people are going to be all like 'what are you talking about your friends love you' but I know deep down that they don't and I'm just a waste of space. All of them talk about me behind my back so why bother having friends in the first place. I just don't what to be more alone then what I already feel like.
I don't know what to do anymore. I feel like the world hates me and I know people are going to be like. "Oh Sammie you've got a big following your not alone you cunt" but I feel so alone right now and sad... I'm disgusted in myself to think that people actually like me and I just hate everything right now.
My friends go off with people. I'm always the third wheel. I'm just.. Alone and I'm crying rn and I just can't wait for my life to be over with because no body will fucking care if I die.
My mum and dad are amazing people and I can't help but feel like a failure of a daughter and a horrible sister. I don't know anymore guys.
Thank you if you even read this stupid shit,
Love you allXxX
Sammie... :(
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