Kitten, Neko |Phan and KicktheStickz.|

.Chapter 29.

Dans POV.

I made Phil try and rest. I didn't want him worrying about me. I hate it when people worry about me. I don't deserve it. I slowly stand up. Chris and PJ is still not back yet so I don't want them to see me like this. I kiss Phil's forehead before slowly walking out of the room.

I feel Guilty for doing this but I couldn't help myself.
I quickly run down the halls and out of the hospital. I can't take this anymore. I run back home and shut the door. "Dan are you okay?" My mum hushes over to me and I just NØB before running upstairs. I quickly run in my room and shut the door. Going into my bathroom and putting the toilet seat up before sticking two fingers down my throat and make myself sick,

I needed that.

I stand up and flush the toilet. Brushing my teeth before sitting on my bed. What have I done? I've hurt Phil. I bet I have. Why would he of tried to commit when I left? I make him more sad.

I'm just a Fuck up..

There is only one thing I have to do.

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PJ's POV
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Me and Chris walk back into Phil's ward but I stop in my tracks when I see that Dan isn't there but Phil is wide awake. "PJ, Chris, you've got to help me." He says in panic and I rush over to him

"Dan just left and I don't know why but before he was telling me that he feels really lonely and he kept mentioning self Harm to me. Saying that I shouldn't do it and stuff. I really don't know what's happening but please help me"

I quickly run out of the ward before Chris could protest and run all the way out of the hospital and to Dans house. I nock loudly on the door and. Mrs Howell opens the door just as I tried to nock the second time.

"PJ. Oh PJ PJ, I don't know what's happened but for some reason he ran up to his room. Can you check on him. I'm to scared to go in there and see what he's doing." She says and I nod. I quick walk upstairs and nock on the door.

But my heart stopped when there was no answer.

"Dan!" I say and nock more violently. I try the door and it was locked. "DAN!" I shout and nock more. His mother and Adrian came running upstairs. "Does anyone have a key?" I ask and him mother nods and gives me the key.

I unlock it with shaky hands and I barge it open.

My eyes widen as my hand reaches my mouth.

"Dan... No.. What did you do?"
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Cliffhanger. Kinda. Hope you liked this chapter. If you did please comment telling me and I'll talk to you all soon.

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