Kitten, Neko |Phan and KicktheStickz.|

.Chapter 34.

Phil's POV.

Even though I was playing sonic with everyone, I couldn't take my mind of what I did to Dan... I just.. Can't believe I did that to him. When I saw it. The three claw marks looked like a beast had hurt him. It even scared me that I did that.

It made my arms itch as I thought of the blood. The deep wounds. The thought that that would scar, just made me think of self harming, if you go too deep, you've scarred yourself, but now, I've scarred our relationship. Mentally.

I focus my eyes to the screen as I continue playing. Trying not to seem suspicious. Chris wins the next to rounds and every time Chris would hug PJ and Dan would kiss me and say that we will win next round.

I just feel that.. He doesn't like me anymore. He is a little distant. But he's not too distant for Chris and PJ to notice..

Only me.

*Few hours later,*

I slowly wave as I watch Dan and PJ leave. Chris living with me now is really hard to hide things. Or though as soon as I closed the door, he went into the living room and sat down on the couch and scrolled through tumbler.

I smile as I walk to the kitchen. My tail swaying from side to side and my ears high as I search for the one thing.

Alcohol.

I see a bottle of vodka and launch for it before running up to my room. I close my door and slide down the door and stare at the bottle, how clear the liquid is. I was about to take the lid off when my phone starts ringing. I grab my phone and answer the call.

"Hello," I ask and I hear a sigh on the end of the phone. "Phil, I don't know how to break this to you, but I just want to say that your sister has been involved in a car accident." My mums voice echoes through the phone.

"Yeah? Is rosy okay?" I say and I hear a light sob before a terrifying whisper. "No. She died, got stuck under a car and didn't survive longer to come back out, I'm sorry Phil, we are coming back tomorrow." She says and I nod before hanging up.

No..

My heart sank to the floor and my tail instantly wrapped around my waist. A breathy sob escaped my chapped lips and I felt tears slowly cascading over my pale cheeks.

I immediately get up and grab the bottle of liquor and throw it on my bed, the covers dipping as the bottle hits the sheets. I open my door and walk down stairs.

"Chris?" I say as I walk down the stairs, I go into the living room and grab the sides of the door frame and looking down. "Phil? What's wrong?" Chris says, his tail immediately wrapping around his waist in worry.

"My sister, died, car crash." I whisper and I see him immediately running across and towards me. He wraps his arms around my slim frame and I just shake my head. Not believing it. "Oh Phil." Chris says as he holds me tightly. I just shake my head and cry quietly as we just hug.

"I don't know what to do.." I whisper and he just hugs me tightly. "Don't worry okay. It will get better." He says and I nod. "I really hope so." I feel his tail wrap around me affectionately and I giggle.

His face immediately turns into a bright smile and I look up at him. "Thank you Chris." "For what?" He ask and I sigh, "for being there." I say and he just nods and hugs me.

"I don't want you relapsing again. It's really scary. Seeing you, in the floor, it's really scary." I just nod, knowing how terrifying it actually is. "I. I'm going to go to bed.. I've had an extremely rough day." I say, yawning and rubbing my eyes,

"Are you sure?" He asks and I nod. "Love you chrisy" I say and ruffle his hair and he just laughs and shakes his head. "Love you to Philipa." I just shake it off and walk up stairs. I do love Chris, in a friend way, I could never like him like I like Dan.