.Chapter 23.

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PJs POV.

Chris wraps his arms around me as I just look down.

"where all broken." I whisper and Dan dives over to me and gives me the most tightest hug I have ever gotten. "How did I not notice sooner?" Dan asks and I shake my head. "I-I'm a good h-hider. Phil only knew because he saw my blade in the cabinets. I'm sorry." I whisper and I see Phil smiling at me but in his eyes I just see his blue eyes grey, full of sadness and bigger than a normal humans. It's funny how cats do that.

"PJ?" Chris says and I look over to him. He just smiles at me as cheeks fall down his cheeks. "That's very brave of you to tell us." He says and I nod slowly. Smiling at how cute Chris is looking at the moment.

"How long have you been doing it?" Dan whispers and I look down and place my forehead to his shoulder. "6 weeks after the bullying started." I whisper back and I just feel more tears hit my shoulder. I look up to see Chris having Phil on his lap. Phil being smaller than Chris had his face pressed up against Chris's chest and looking down playing with his fingers as Chris whispers sweet nothings in his ear.

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Phil's POV
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I am so happy that PJ has told everyone. Especially him telling Dan as he was to scared to do it. Dan had PJ in his lap and PJ had his head in his shoulder as they both cried. Dan asking questions about PJ doing this to himself.

I look down and start fiddling with my fingers. Why am is my life such a Fuck up? Everyone around me are suffering. And I'm just stuck up and worried about my own problems instead of helping them! I start crying and mentally curse myself. I'm to fucking weak that I'm crying! Ugh I hate myself!

I feel two arms wrap around my waist and slowly lift me up. I get put in there lap and I feel a tale wrap around me. Smiling as I knew it was Chris and this is what we would used to sit like. I wrap my tail around him and rest my head on his chest as he's taller than me and I look up at him and smile.

We used to sit in this position all the time when we where watching movies or if I where sad or if he was sad. Or if we just generally wanted to talk. We where very close friends as Neko's Feel Emotions stronger so if say we don't get enough attention we feel like where doing something wrong and we change. Either change or run away. Chris couldn't run away. He would've died if he even tried back at his old place.

But that's why I started cutting. I felt sad that my parents never came to check up on me. Or that they would leave me in my bedroom for hours and only come up to give me food.

Never talk to me.

I hear Chris whisper sweet nothings in my ear as I felt my tail wrap around myself and not my waist. I Fucking hate being a Neko sometimes as they show if something's wrong, but my parents didn't even notice.

I suddenly felt another Pair of arms around me then another pair of arms which meant that everyone was now giving each me a massive group hug. I smiled at them and whispered to PJ. "I'm sorry for ruining your chance." But he just shook his head and smiled "I didn't want to talk about it much. Just tell them. So it's fine." He says and I nod understandingly.

I hear Dan and Chris whispering about something and they nod before I get taken away form Chris's warm grip and I was replaced my PJ as I sat on the only other persons lap that I love.

Dan.
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Sorry didn't update for so long, family friends and Family coming down from Liverpool to see me really made me busy so I hope that this chapter is okay! X

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