Kitten, Neko |Phan and KicktheStickz.|

.Chapter 30

(As you know it's the tenth chapter so Thank you all for reading so much and here's today's quote.

Your sexuality confines you. It does not define you in any way.)

DISCLAIMER: PRETEND IN THE LAST CHAPTER PJ SAID BLOCK THOUGHTS WHEN HE WAS RUNNING TO DANS HOUSE AND DAN ALSO SAID BLOCK THOUGHTS OKAY THANK YOU.

PJ's POV.

"Fuck Dan what did you do." I could see Mrs Howell be startled for a second for swearing but I immediately Ran over to Dan. He was Hanging from a rope with deep cuts in his wrists, a little pool of blood on the floor and his face was turning blue.

"ILL GET THE AMBULANCE." Adrian screams running back downstairs and I immediately find the massive knife he used for his wrists and cut the rope off. Dans mother was crying and helping me but I didn't have time to cry. I need to save my best friends life.

"Dan why did you do this." I say like he was listening but no response came out of him. I took of my pastel pink jumper and wrapped it around his upper arm to stop the blood pressure and my top of to stop the blood circulation in the other side so then he didn't bleed anymore.

Dans mother took the rope off of Dans Neck and I tried CPR on him. Tears slowly falling down my face as I felt an extremely slow and faint heartbeat, it was doing 1 beat per 7 seconds.

I could see out of the corners Dans Mother with wide eyes and starting at my wrists. Cuts littering them and then her eyes averted to my stomach and she saw how thin I was but I couldn't care at the minute.

I heard sirens and Adrian came running back up. "There coming. Is he okay." He says and his eyes widen at my form. His eyes trailed my wrists and my stomach and I stood up. "Thank you so much for helping him PJ." Dans mother comes up and hugs me tightly. Adrian comes over soon after and I smile. I walk over to dans jumpers and put one over my head.

"I don't want the doctors knowing about me." I say a nd they nod and smile sympathetically as the doctors came rushing up the stairs. They quickly put Dan on the stretcher and Dans mother and PJ thanked me once again before going into the ambulance with Dan.

I quickly phoned Chris.

Tears and sobs now escaping my face.

"Hello PJ how are yo- What happened?" He says when I sobbed loudly into the phone. "Da- D. Dan" I stutter but I couldn't get it out, it wasn't true that he did that, he couldn't of done it. He. Just. Couldn't. Of.

"PJ what's happened." He says and then I suddenly heard bashing in the doors and him gasp. "Why is Dan here?" Phil's voice echoes through the phone but was only meant to be to Chris. "PJ, what happened." Chris says an gain but I couldn't speak, I felt my throat closing up and my hands started shaking and a familiar itch started to run in my bloodstream.

"Da-n.. Su-icide" I managed to get out before I fell to the floor.

"U-nblock th-ughts" I say and I suddenly here Chris's thoats fil my head but I- I..

Nobody wants you you disgusting faggot. Go die in a fucking hole and drink some bleach because you don't deserve anyone. Chris hates you. Your family hates you. Even Dan hates you. Why would he try to escape if he liked you. He wanted to escape from you. You disgrace of man kind.

PJ, please just breath in and out. The thoughts ain't true.

Chris's voice echoes through my head as I just tried to breath in and out.

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Chris's POV.
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I receive a call and take it. "Hello PJ, how are" I get cut off by a loud sob. I knew he shouldn't of blocked his thoughts. "Da-n.. Dan" he tries to get out and my eyes widen as I put it on speaker phone.

"PJ what's happened?" I say but I didn't have to answer as nurses came rushing in and a new patient came right next to Phil's. My eyes widen and phil looks over and See's the boy that he loves. Face blue.

"Why is Dan here?" He asks and I put the phone off speaker. What the fuck did Dan do?

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Phil's POV
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I see someone get dragged into the double door immediately and get put next to me. I lean over and my eyes widen as my hands come over my mouth. "Why is Dan here?" I say and I see PJ's pastel jumper and top on his arms. His mum and His brother came running in after him.

My eyes trail down to his wrists and that's when tears started flowing down my eyes when I see extremely deep cuts on both his wrists. I look at his neck and also see rope Burns.

"Dan No!" I say and get out of my bed. "Excuse me sir. Please can you sit back down." A nurse says but I shake my head. "My boyfriend. He's in danger. He's right there please let me go see him." I say and she nods with approval and I rush over to Dan. Luckily I had put on my black jeans and a Lion t-shirt on. I walk up to his bed and see what he really was like. His face was a deathly pale. To pale for even me and rope burns covered his whole neck. Wrists where slit open and he looked like he was struggling to stay alive,

"Are you Phil?" Someone says and I look back and see Mrs Howell looking at me with wide eyes and tear streaks down her face. "Yes. Are you miss Howell?" I say and she nods. "I've heard all about you," she says and I smile. My tail wraps around my waist and my ears shoot up and my eyes go slightly bigger and brighter as I stared at Dans Face.

I suddenly got self conscious as my arms where on show as the bleeding had stopped and they hadn't put another bandage on yet and I tried to cover them but she stopped me. "Do not worry. It's totally okay to have your own problems. And also call me Linda." She says and I smile at her. "Thank you Linda." I say and I guess us two talking was a distraction to both of us as I think we needed something to help us.

"Can I say you are very handsome and cute, as your a Neko." She says and I blush "have you ever seen a Neko?" I say and she shakes her head. "I am astonished though." She says and I smile. I see Chris hang up his phone and walk over to him.

"PJ just had a Panic attack so I had to try and calm him down and then he told me what happened to Dan." Chris tells me and I nod. "Oh is he alright." Linda says and Chris Nods. "Yeah he's fine. I hope he's okay I love him so much." He accidentally slips out and he quickly tries to cover up. "Uh like a f-" "Don't worry. I'm not homophobic." She says and he sighs in relief.

"So are you two boyfriends or." She asks and he nods. Her face almost immediately lit up. "I could already imagine how cute you two would be together." She says and Chris and Linda engage conversation as I walk over to the side of Dans bed. I sit down and grab Dans Hand.

"Why did you do this Baby" I whisper and kiss his cheek.

Why did you ever do this?
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