Kitten, Neko |Phan and KicktheStickz.|

.Chapter 49.

Dans POV.

When I came back to the hospital Phil haven't awoken which I was glad about. I was so terrified that he was actually going to walk and think that I don't like him. I do, but I took it too far and messed everything up.

Everything.

As soon as PJ and Chris saw me come in they jumped up. "I'm sorry but like, my mum is coming and I haven't seen her in ages since my dad kidnapped me and my brother. I'm sorry that we have to go." Chris says and I nod, hugging Chris and then I hug PJ. "It's fine. You can leave, thank you for staying though." I say and they both smile. "Thank you Dan. I'm glad you followed Phil today, he could of been a lot more hurt emotionally so it's best to have it physically yeah." Chris says and I just smile sadly and nod.

And then they where gone.

I slowly sat down next to Phil and sigh. I grab his hand as I just S at red at his injuries. My fault, my fault. I look at his wrists that where bandaged and I sighed. I gently stood up and picked his wrist up. There was blood that had seeped up through the bandages and I was quite scared. I did this,

I did this

I just sigh as I felt like I wanted to scream. I just wanted to scream as loud as I could. "I can't believe that I did this to you baby." I whisper and I was almost expecting a reply but nothing came out.

So I continued to talk.

"I love you. You might not think that, but I do love you. I am sorry for loving you. I just, do okay. It's my fault that I do, your trying to get over me, but I just keep appearing. I should stop appearing, maybe that might happen one day. You never know babe. I just, miss my kitten. I can't even call you mine. This has been so hard for me. But I can tell its been so much harder for you,

The first day I met you I was instantly hooked, and now look. You didn't stop a guy from raping you because you where too weak and why where you too weak, because of me. This is a sigh for me to not go near you, but I love you so much. You made me see the world in a new colour, it's like a drug... Your like a drug. I always keep coming back to you. But baby listen please, I'm not on drugs, I'm just in love." I just sigh shakily and look down, my hands immediately started shaking.

"I'm so sorry Phil, this is all my fault." I whisper shakily as a a single tear fell freely from my eye, and then a whole tidal wave came flooding out of my eyes. Into the white bed sheets of the uncomfortable hospital bed, leaving a stain of fresh tears as others reunite with it to creat a small circle.

"I-it's not your fault.... Dan"
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