Kitten, Neko |Phan and KicktheStickz.|

.Chapter 15.

Phil's POV.

I get up carefully of the bed and I change into my black skinnies. Grabbing my Keys before carefully walking downstairs and opening the door closing it just as carefully. The bitter air snapping at my face.

I walk down the lit street and think of where to go. I find that I have £15.79 and think for a moment. I have a fake ID. I run to the nearby pub. Once I get there I open the door and see that only a group of teenagers where here. I thanked the pub at how little people there where and I walk to the bar.

"What can I do for you today?" The woman says leaning forwards "shot." I say and she prepares it she gives me it and I pay her before downing it. The familiar feeling of the liquid burning the back of my throat as I down it.

*3 Shots later.*

I walk out of the pub, not wanting to be drunk but just tipsy. I walk to the bridge. When I see it I quickly run towards it and I see that there was quite a fair distance between me and the water. "Maybe I could." I whisper but then my phone buzzed. I take it out of my pocket and see that it's 3am and there where 17 missed calls and 5 messages from Dan.

D: Where are you? X

I smile and answer back forgetting how horrible it sounds.

P: Stamford Bridge. X

I put my phone back in my pocket and sit on the edge of the bridge, looking down at the water. "Why am I even alive?" I ask myself shuffling a little closer to the bridge. I jump as my phone starts ringing out its load ringtone. I answer it and a hushed voice hits my ears.

"Phil where are you?" Dan says and I giggle. "Stamford bridge why?" I say and he sighs. "Please come home." He says and I shake my head. "Why!" I protest staring at the flow of the water at least 20ft away from me.

"This won't make you happy!" He exclaims and My heart felt like it was being stabbed at how sad he sounded. "Then what will Dan! I can't Live like this anymore. I've got to go... Bye." I say and hang up. These lyrics coming into my head.

Now it's three in the morning.

And I'm trying to change your mind.

Left you multiple missed calls and to my message you reply.

Why'd you only call me when your high?

I look down and Stare at the water. I hear footsteps and quickly turn around. I see Dans puffed up face run onto the bridge. Tears streaming down his face.

"Phil! PHIL! Don't just please! You don't deserve to feel this way! No one does! Please atleast think about this! What would all your family thi-" "My family don't care about me!" I but in and he shakes his hands. He takes a step closer and I move more to the edge.

"Don't move closer to me." I roar and he whines his eyes. "Phil please just think about the impact I will have! And Chris! He was the one who to,d us you where depressed. He saw your scars. Everyone is not perfect okay. We all have flaws. But in my eyes your perfect. Just please don't kill you self. This is not the way you want to go is it. Falling to the ground because you felt the pain inside and needed more than just your blade. Your meant to die when your in your 80s or 90s with the someone you love. Not on a cold Saturday night when no one can tell you how perfect you are because you are perfect in my eyes. Don't give two shits about the people who call you them words because they are not true." Dan finishes and I brake down into uncontrollable sobs. Dan runs over to me and grabs my waist and starts pulling me away from the edge. I try and scramble out of his grip but he is very strong.

"No Phil. PHIL. It's NOT worth it." Dan screams and I just gave up. He pulled me into the middle of the bridge and he had me in his arms as I curled up into a ball wrapping my tail around him and myself.

"I want to die." I sob and Dan shushes me as I cry in chest, him being taller than me. "Shhhh Phil it's okay." Dan cooed and I just cried in his arms.

"I woke up from a nightmare and noticed that you wasn't lying down next to me. Do you know how scared I was. I got straight up and checked the house. I thought you where in the bathroom but when you weren't in the house that's when I started to freak. I called you and messaged you and when you replied I was relieved but also felt a sharp pain in my heart when you said where you where. I was coming for you when you picked up your phone. But Phil. That is the worst way to go. Killing yourself should not be the only answer to be happy. As cliche as it sounds it will get better. You will find Happiness soon kitten. And when you find it than you will cherish it for a life time. No one deserves to go the way you wanted to go tonight especially you" Dan said his little speech, I was touched.

I stared in his eyes and he stared back I felt my eyes widen and my fangs grew a little. I smiled and Dan giggled. "You fangs are adorable." He says and I giggle.
"I don't think anyone has ever said that my fangs are adorable." I say and he laughs quietly.

I stare into his eyes and he stared back in to mine. I leaned in and then the amazing butterflies erupted in my stomach as he kissed back. It was short but sweat as I pulled away. Both of us smiling.

I've found my happiness.
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