I love you more than I can ever scream. (Andy Biersack love story)

Chapter 28

Ronnie's POV

Falling In Reverse were heading back on tour again and I couldn't help but think that this is the perfect opportunity to sort things out with Kaysha. I asked my manager to get Black Shadows as our support act for our tour and I was relieved when they accepted.

The last time I saw Kaysha didn't go to well and it was purely down to the fact that I was drunk and depressed over Kaysha so I went over to her hotel room back in New York to speak to her, yeah bad idea. I'm still really upset that I can't win her back cause I still love her so much, so this time I'm gonna do it properly and make sure that she doesn't stay with Andy, I'm sure I'll think of a way.

She sounded amazing tonight on the first show and it's ridiculous how much I want her to be my girl again, I have to talk to her and reassure her that i just wanna be friends and that's all, even though that's the biggest lie ever but what she doesn't know can't harm her right?

I noticed her and the other members from Black Shadows walking back to their tour bus and I knew this would be the perfect chance to sort this.

I jogged upto her and grabbed her by the arm.

"Woah wtf!" she shouted

She turned around and as soon as her eyes met mine, she just stated at me with a blank expression on her face.

"I need to talk to you" I said quietly

Kaysha's POV

"I dont think that's a good idea Ronnie, goodnight" I said as I went to step onto my tour bus. He grabbed me by the arm again.

"Kaysha please" he said "I really need to talk to you"

"Can't you take the fucking hint Ron? I DONT want you anymore, I would have thought that you got that back in New York, please just leave me alone" I said.

"Its not about that Kay, I just wanted to tell you that I'm sorry for everything that has happened and how I've acted, and I'm not just apologising for recent events, I'm apologising for how I treated you a few years ago when we were together, all I want is to be friends now and that's it, be civil with each other for this tour at least" he explained to me.

I just stared at him, I was completely lost for words.

"If you only want to be friends then why did you ask my band to support you on tour?" I asked

"To put things right with you. And plus your band is amazing, you sounded so perfect tonight Kay" he said as he grabbed my hand. I pulled away instantly.

" You're a fucking liar Ronnie, I know what you're like and I know what you're trying to do. You don't just wanna be my friend at all so just leave me alone, I could really do without your bullshit" I spat at him.

"Kay listen to me, I just wanna be friends thats all, I promise. I just wanna clear the air up abit you know, start over. I'll even apologise to Andy, I owe him one. Please Kaysha"

I looked to the ground and I sighed. "Goodnight Ronnie" I said as I stepped onto the tour bus.

I can't believe he actually thought I would be civil with him after everything he has done over the past couple of months. I nearly lost Andy because of him and that is something I will never forgive him for. I know Ronnie anyway, he doesn't wanna be friends at all, I can tell he wants so much more and I'm not gonna let him get to me and Andy no more.

As soon as I got onto my tour bus I went to my bunk and called Andy.

"Hey babe" I said as soon as he answered.

"Hey baby, god it's so good to hear your voice" he laughed

I smiled at the phone "It's good to hear your voice too Andy, I miss you so much already" I said

"I miss you too honey, this apartment is so empty without you, I need my baby here with me" he replied

I sighed "Ronnie tried to speak to me before" I told him.

He laughed "Ah I knew he would at some point, what did the little fucker want?" he asked me

"Oh he just asked me if we can be friends" I answered

"You didn't agree to it did you Kay?" Andy asked seriously

"What?! Of course not! As if I would babe" I said

"Good babe, he didn't hurt you did he?" Andy asked

"No, I'm not gonna let him hurt me again, he was asking me if we can be civil with each other for this tour but I really don't want to"

"I dont blame you Kay, after everything he did to try and split us up I don't think any of us can speak to him again" he said

"yeah I know babe" I sighed

"How'd the first show go anyway?" Andy asked me

"It was amazing! The crowd loved us and we met a few fans after the show, I loved it" I told him

"Good babe! I'm so proud of you! I knew the crowd would love you, you're amazing" Andy said

I yawned "Aww thanks babe, well today has completely tired me out so I think I'm gonna go to sleep. It was so good hearing your voice babe, I miss you so so much. I'll speak to you tomorrow Andy, I love you" I said as I blew a kiss to him down the phone.

"Night baby, hope you have a good sleep. Hurry up and get home! I miss you Kay, so so much. I love you baby, I love you so much, night" Andy said as he blew a kiss back

I smiled as I hung up the phone. I felt the tour bus start to move as I layed down in my bunk. We have another show in Manchester tomorrow so that must be where we are going. I plugged my earphones into my ear and I began to listen to Savior by BVB as I slowly fell asleep.

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