I love you more than I can ever scream. (Andy Biersack love story)

Chapter 17

I woke up to Sammi shaking me.

"Kay do you wanna come to BVB's show?" she asked me.

I opened my eyes and let out a yawn. I was feeling abit better until I remembered that me and Andy aren't together anymore. 

"What time is it?" I asked

"It's 7 o clock. They're on in half an hour" Sammi replied

"Ur no, I'll stay here" I said as I layed back down on the couch.

Sammi sighed and got up and went over to Jinxx. They started talking to eachother and Jinxx looked over at me and half smiled. I turned around so my back was facing them. I wasn't in the mood to talking to anyone right now. I wasn't in the mood for anything. 

I got my iPod and I plugged my earphones in and started listening to music until Ashley came over and picked me up.

"Ashley, what are you doing put me down!" I shouted

"Chill, I'm just putting you in my bunk so you can go to sleep or something while we're playing our show. You must be sick of the couch" he said as he placed me in his bunk.

I half smiled at him "Thanks, Ash" I whispered.

He smiled at me back. "Cheer up kid. It's your last night with us" he said

I sighed as I shut my eyes tight shut. "I'll try" I whispered as I opened my eyes to look at him.

"I'll see you after the show" Ashley said.

I smiled and nodded as I shut the curtain over. I heard them all laughing apart from Andy as they all walked out the door. I guess it was just me on my own again. I prefer it this way. I looked around Ashley's bunk and I saw a girl's bra hanging on the wall. I shook my head and laughed. Typical Ashley. I turned onto my side and I slowly fell asleep.

Andy's POV

Me, Ashley, Jake, CC, Jinxx and Sammi were all sitting backstage until it was time for us to go on stage. Kaysha wasn't here and I suppose I'm glad she isn't because it would have made me more depressed than I already am. She tried to cut herself today. Over me. I mean seriously, what the fuck? Like that was gonna solve anything. I'm just glad I came back otherwise she would have seriously hurt herself and I never want that.

Ashley and Jinxx were play fighting and everyone was laughing at them apart from me. I couldn't laugh. I couldn't smile. All I could do was think about Kay with Ronnie the other night. I wasn't really up to performing tonight but I couldn't let my fans down. 

"You alright man?" Jake asked me.

I just nodded because if I said no he would have asked me more questions and I really don't feel like talking to anyone right now.

"Guys you're on now" John said. 

We all walked on stage apart from Sammi. She was watching from the side. There was a lot of people tonight and it kind of made me feel better to see my fans. We started with Knives and pens.

Kaysha's POV

I woke up an hour later and no-one was back yet. I opened the curtain to Ashley's bunk and I jumped down. His bunk is really high and it kinda freaked me out. I walked into the kitchen and I got a glass of water. Once I drank it I went into the bathroom to take a shower. 

I took a quick shower and I put a towel around me when I got out. I went into Andy's room and I got out my clean underwear and my Batman pjs. I put them on and I went back into the bathroom to dry my hair.

Once I finished drying my hair I walked into the lounge area and sat down on the couch. It was quite boring sitting in the bus on my own but it was better than socializing with people and having to act like everything is fine when it's not.