Adopted by Ashton Irwin

Chapter 12: tests and 1D

*Maddies POV*
When they left I was really scared I took the test and waited awhile. When the 5 minutes was up I looked at all.
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What the hell does that mean? I left the bathroom with the tests and found dad and Macy.
"Macy what does this mean if three are negative and one is positive?" I asked as she looked at that.
"1/4 chance your pregnant, but to be sure when this plane lands take her straight to a doctor." She told Ashton as he nodded.
*plane landed*
Dad and I got into a cab and headed off to the hospital.
"Dad what if I am?" I asked looking at him.
"Then we will take care of it and I will adopt him or her as my kid so that way you can't get bullied or anything." Dad suggested as we put it as plan A. We got there.
"Hello can we see a doctor to check if my daughter is uh-um sick" dad said lying. The lady nodded as we got called into an office.
"What seems to be the problem." Th doctor asked as I explained. He had me lay on the bed.
"This is cream and it's gonna be cold." I nodded as he put it on. He rubbed it around and shook his head no.
"No your good Hunny . No baby in there." He said as I looked at him.
"Then why was I having stomach problems?"
"When was the last time you had issues?"
"Last week"
"Ah it's just after cramps." He said as I nodded.
"Why dos one test say positive?" My dad asked as he said thought about it.
"Could've been expired or broke." We nodded and left. I was so happy! Dad called a taxi and we got to the house.
"We're back!" I yelled as Luke Mikey and Calum ran and gave me a hug.
"Omg God are you okay?"
"Are you?"
"Please tell me good news" they blowed me up with questions.
"Shut up!" I yelled at the top of my lungs. They looked at me shocked. Well that did it.
"Yes I'm okay no I don't have a baby. Good news it was false news. The puking was because of home sickness and the cramps was after cramps." I explained as they all made gagging sound because of the words "after cramps." Then they all cheered because there was no baby. I heard laughing upstairs and I looked at guys giving them the what-the-hell-face.
"Oh yeah! We have a surprise come in." Mikey said grabbing my arm and going upstairs. Omg.
"Dad you never told me about-" I was cut off by....Harry?!
"Madeline?"
"Harry?" I asked running up to him and tackling him into a hug. We're we all happy and the rest looked super confused.
"We're cousins. Well step cousins his aunt married my uncle." I explained as they all nodded.
"Well how have you been Mads?" He asked as I just shrugged.
"Good now that I'm with a better family. Not saying anything mean about you just dad was let's say a dick and Cody turned into one too." I said as he nodded and hugged me whispering in my ear.
"I know your lying tell me when your ready please" he said as I nodded.
"Anyway Maddie this is Louis,Zayn,Niall, and Liam." Harry said as I said hi and they said it back. I finally have the normal person in my family with me besides my mom. Even though she ain't here physically.
"So what you want to do?" Dad asked as I thought about it. It's 2 pm now but jet leg and all I'm tired.
"Let's go swimming!" Louis said as everyone agreed but me. My scars.
"What do you say Maddie?" Harry asked as I started to stutter.
"Uh good idea." I said pulling in my best fake smile. Everyone went to change so I went to my room. I throw on a mint green cut work bikini top and bright blue bikini bottoms. I threw on high waisted shorts and a Coldplay t shirt. I put my hair up in a messy bun. Then threw on my black high tops. I went down stairs and everyone was waiting. They all saw me and gave me a confused look.
"I'm not walking around in my bikini so I threw clothes over it." I said as Louis looked like he was about cry. I looked down. Shit the scars showed on my legs and arms. I ran back upstairs and locked my bed room door. I changed out of my clothes and put on sweats and a sweat shirt then went back downstairs. All of them looked at me but didn't say anything so I broke the silence.
"There now you guys don't have to see my ugly scars." I said walking out the door. I heard Harry and my dad yell my name, but I ignored it and kept walking. I felt as I got pushed into a group of girls and they I was in a middle of some kind of fight. I was shocked. This girl walked up to me and punched me. I yelped as my head banged off the ground.
"What the he'll was that for! Sorry that I fucking walked into your stupid ass fight! God damn I don't even know you." I yelled as the girl shoved me again.
"No but I know you. Madeline Irwin the cunt off 5sos and now 1 direction!" She yelled as she pulled my hair back making me Yelp in pain again. I had it. I was pissed I can tell you now that my eyes changed to pitch black. After she let go I tackled her and start punch the living shot out of her. Harry and dad pulled me off.
"No you don't fucking no me you stupid bitch! Speak about me or my family again! I fucking dare you!" I yelled as they kept pulling me back.
"Your a cunt and I feel bad for Ashton and the rest!" She yelled as Harry held me from behind. I regretted what I did next. I head butted Harry as he let go and I tackled her again. Dad dragged me home as I walked to my room.
"Madeline Marie Irwin! Get your ass back here now!" I heard dad yell as all my anger turned to sadness. I walked back downstairs as I saw Harry with a bruised jaw. I was scared again. Dads never yelled like this. Will he turn into Drew?
"Madeline why the hell did you do that?" Dad yelled raising his hand as I flinched. He noticed my flinch as tears threatened to spill his eyes.
"Maddie I w-wasn't going t-to h-h-hit you. You know that." He said calmly trying not to cry. I just shrugged and ran up stairs. I changed out of my bathing suit. Considering that's not gonna happen any time soon. Then I threw on a baggy Good Charlotte sweat shirt on and kept the sweats on. I laid on my bed looking at my scars. The voices came back.
Just die! You hurt more then you love! Ashton loves you and you hurt him! You hurt everyone around you!
Then people's words started to go threw my head.
Cunt
Bitch
Attention hoe
Whore
Fatass
Loveless
I couldn't take it anymore. I ran to my suitcase and grabbed my emergency box. Grabbing a medium size blade. I ran to my bathroom and locked the door.
"Worthless *cut* Bitch *cut* Loveless*cut* Whore *cut*" four cuts on my left arm.
"Skank *cut* Attention hoe *cut* Fatass *cut*" I was on my fourth cut as I heard banging on my bedroom door. Fuck!
"Who is it?" I asked cleaning my arms.
"Harry. Can I come in?" Harry asked as I wrapped one arm.
"Yes hold on a second." I yelled wrapping my other arm. Rolling down my sleeves. I left the bathroom and unlocked the door.
"Come in." I said as he walked in. I sat next to him on my bed.
"Maddie what's going on? I've never seen you so mad that your eyes go pitch black." He asked as I sighed. I explained everything from the past. To the hate. To the fight today. To now leaving out the part that I had cut again.
"Can I see the scars?" He asked as I went eye wide.
"I'm not ready yet but soon I will be." I dos as he nodded then went and pulled my wrists to pull me into a hug. I winced but he didn't notice.
"Talk to Ashton please. He wasn't going to hit you he was gonna run his hand threw his hair in frustration. Please?" He explained as I nodded. I went up to talk to dad when Harry called for me.
"What is that?" I looked down and noticed the gauss is out a little.
"I covered my bloody arm when that girl scratched my scars." I said kind of lying but he bought it. I went to my dads room and I heard whimpers. I lightly knocked on the door.
"Daddy I'm sorry can I come in." I asked as I heard a door unlock. I walked in and he was curled in a ball. I walked over to him and curled into his chest.
"I'm sorry that I flinched. I'm sorry I got in a fight. I'm sorry that I left. I'm sorry for everything. I'm sorry that I put you threw things you-" he cut me off my hugging me. I hugged back.
"Baby stop saying sorry. None of its your fault. None. And you my child are not ugly. Your scars are battle scars from a battle your winning." He said as I cried harder.
"Dad I'm not winning. The voices came back. My demons came back. I did it again I'm sorry. I really am. I fuck everything up." I said as we hugged tighter.
"Baby...let me see your arms." I pulled up my sleeves and took of the bandages. He grabbed my wrist and kissed the cuts lightly. (Ik Ik boyfriends or crushes do this but this is a fatherly manner way) I cried harder.
"I'm helping you get threw this... Everyone is going to help you. Go grab a sharpie off my desk." Dad said as I did what I was told. He drew butterflies in my wrists.
"This is the butterfly medicine. Picture the butterfly as someone you love rather me and the guys or music or something. Don't kill the butterfly." Dad explained as I nodded.
"Can we cuddle?" I asked as we walked to the bed and we cuddled.
"Can I ask you something?" Dad asked as I nodded.
"Why did you get in a fight?"
"She," I sighed," she start talking shit about you guys and me and I guess from all the anger I hold it inside I took it out on her." I said cuddling more into dad. What it was cold.
"Thank you but you do know that wasn't all and I know that too." He said knowing I hid something.
"She attacked me first and when I asked what it was for she talked shit about you guys excuse the French and then my demons came out hence the pitch black eyes and they took it out on her." I said as he kissed my forehead.
"So it was self defense?" I nodded. He pulled the blanket over us so that way I could get more warm. And soon enough I fell asleep.
*Ashton's POV*
Once I saw her sleeping, I went downstairs. I went to the clutch and put my head in my hands. Yeah I know it ain't my fault, but it still feels like it.
"Hey mate you okay?" Mikey and Calum asked walking up to me. I shook my head.
"Wassup?" Calum asked as I balled on his shoulder.
"Sh-she did it again. She told me it's not my fault but I feel like it is." I explained as Mikey and Calum hugged me.
"Mate,-" he was cut off by a high pitched scream. I ran and a inhuman speed upstairs to my room. Harry was right behind me as I ran in shaking Maddie waking her up.
*Maddie's POV*
I was in a peaceful sleep, until my dream turned bad.
"Madeline you a fucking little butch!" Dad yelled slapping me.
"What did I do?"
"You fucked up my life! I wish I never adopted you! Come in!" Ashton yelled dragging me into the car and leading me back to the orphanage.
I woke up to someone shaking me. I saw everyone in the rook and Dad and Harry next to me.
"Daddy!" I yelled hugging him tighter then ever.
"Sh babes I'm here. What happened?" Dad asked as Harry was rubbing my back.
"You took me back." I said as everyone piled into a group hug.
"I would never. You know that Madeline. And if anything I'd never ever take back the day I adopted you." Dad said as I let out a sob.
"But why? I'm a fuck up." I said as Harry and dad looked at me.
"Who told you that?" Harry asked as I sighed.
"No one had to I cos problems everyday not even trying. Also my demons." I said as Harry and dad hugged me.
"Madeline you are no where close to a fuck up at all. You are the best thing that ever happened to us... To to me Maddie. Your my daughter and the best daughter I've ever had. Well the only child but you know what I mean." He said making me giggle a little.
"See there's that smile and giggle." Dad said.
"Yeah but I'm gonna apologize to all of you one more time especially to Harry since I lied." I rolled up my sleeves and all of them gasped.
"My demons got the best of me. I'm sorry, Harry I told you it was the girl from the fight it wasn't, I'm sorry. But dad here being the best dad I don't deserve but glad to have  drew butterflies in them. I plan on not killing them because if I do I killed not only butterflies but my family. My new family that I also don't deserve but glad to have." I said as everyone was shredding tears. Everyone hugged me again.
"Holy shit! I know what to do for a another song!" I yelled running to my room grabbing my song book I wrote down the lyrics running threw my head and I was done in ten minutes. I threw the note book at dad as he read them.
"Damn you finished this in ten minutes. Talk about I have a prodigy daughter." Dad said as we laughed. Harry read it as well and so did everyone else.
"Sing some of it." Liam said as I shook my head no.
"Hell no your lucky I let you even read the songs." I said laughing as I got a call.
"Hello....this is she... Oh hey Jimmy what's up.... What?!... But h-how do is that.... Oh okay.... But my albums not out.... I know some fans no my songs but they couldn't out of the new album...." I left the room," Jimmy listen.... Okay we will figure out who's stealing my songs.... Okay bye." I hung up.
"SHIT!" I yelled chucking my phone on my bed. Dad and them ran in.
"What happened?"
"Someone somehow stole my new songs that aren't even recorded yet and we have to figure who it is and stop them or I don't have a record deal."
"We will figure it out. Madeline you won't lose your dream." Dad said as I started to get mad.
"I don't care about the damn deal. My songs are fucking personal. I can't believe someone stole my song. Dammit!" I yelled and I fell back in my bed. I went in YouTube and looked up my newest song. That's when it hit me.
"Addie! She went threw my songs! Shit!" I yelled as I called Jimmy.
"Jimmy! Hey I found out the their her name is Addison Tucker.... Yes thank you so much Jimmy!" I hung up and I was literally happy.
"She is so fucking dumb. As I called he tricked her into thinking he didn't no it was my song so when she went to perform it for him he got her kicked out and all my songs are claimed as mine. There's just a problem." I said as they all looked at me.
"I have to some how perform them even in tour." I said as Harry and the rest of the boys talked.
"Well instead of the guys opening for us you could." Harry said as shook my head no.
"No this is your guys tour and I'm not-" I thought about it.
"No it's your guys tour and your managers said you have to open but I could still perform one of my newest songs with you guys still opening." I said as they all cheered.
"Okay so here's the plan...."