Chapter 19: memories

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*Madelines POV*
I don't know who those people are. All I want is my dad and Cody. They are my family not them. I want to cry, I can't remember anything. Like why dad and Cody aren't here, why those people think they are my family, and memories. I have a few but there are all blurry. The curly haired guy came in.
"Maddie, I know you don't remember me and that's okay, b-but I need you too try and remember." He said trying not to cry.
"All I want to know is why Dad and Cody aren't here. Do they not like me?" My lip started to quiver as he pouted.
"Mads," he sighed," they are in jail. I know you don't remember and you may not believe me, but I adopted you from an oohs age because they raped you." Tears started down my face.
"And my mom let that happen?" I asked as a tear ran down his face.
"Can w-we c-c-cuddle?" I nodded. I may not remember him, but for some reason my mind and heart are telling me to trust him. He got into the bed and cuddled next to me. "Listen to me. What I am about to tell you next is gonna make you cry. Okay?" I nodded. "She died when you were four. Your dad blamed you so he beat you and raped you and made your brother do it too." I broke down and cried in his shoulder. I gasped. All the memories flashed as my eyes were closed. From the beatings to the rapping to Zack to everything.
"Dad?" I looked up at him as he smiled.
"Yes baby I'm your dad." He answered and I shook my head no his smile turned to a frown.
"Dad! I remember everything!" I yelled as he grew another smile and hugged me tightly.
"I'm going to go get a doctor and give the news." I nodded and watched as he left.

*Ashton's POV*
She remembers. Oh my god! My princess is back now to tell my other princess. I found a doctor and told him the news as he went to check up on her. I went into the waiting room with the biggest smile ever. I don't think I can stop. They looked at me weird.
"She remembers." I said as they all cheered and Macy gave a bare hug. We all went into the room and she was talking to the doctor.
*Maddie's POV*
After the doctor came in he gave me a check up. He told me too take medicine if I have any headaches or pain. Dad walked in with everyone.
"Hi." I said quietly. They all said hi back. Something was wrong though. I don't know what.
"Maddie your going home later tonight." The doctor said as everyone nodded. He left.
"Are you sure she remembers Ashton?" Zayn said as I let out a giggle.
"I'm pretty sure I wouldn't forget my family for that long." I soda as he smiled and the rest cheered.  Looked at Macy and she was quiet.
"Are you okay Macy?" She looked at me and nodded. Now I know somethings up.
"Guys I hate to do this but can I talk to Macy alone?" They all nodded and left. She got up.
"Sit and tell me what's wrong." She sat next to me in the bed and tears left her eye.
"I didn't think you'd make it. When I heard that you woke up I was super happy. But then the amnesia news came and I didn't think you'd remember me. My mom died off of a coma and I was lost. My world stopped you remind me so much of her and when all the shit went on I thought I lost you." She said pulling me into a hug.
"You won't ever lose me. I don't plan on leaving anytime soon. And I'm not leaving anytime soon." I said as people came back in. We let go of the hug and flashed a smile wiping her tears. Calum tossed me a bag.
"Change your free to leave." He said as I nodded. Everyone left as I changed into a gray skull muscle shirt, black shorts, a gray sweatshirt that says laugh dance love on the back, and galaxy vans and a gray beanie. (No glasses or suitcase) I left my hair down and left the room. We left and went to the hotel.
"Dad is the tour over?" He nodded. I feel bad. I looked down as I sat my head on Macy's shoulder. I didn't want to ruin there tour. What about the fans? I sighed.
"Hey don't be upset. Everyone worried about you even the haters." Macy said as I looked at her.
"Haters? As in quote on quote go kill yourself haters?" She nodded.
"There probably faking it." I mumbled under my breathe but dad looked at me from the rear view mirror.
"Hey, when we get home I'm gonna let you look at what the fans said. All of them are super sorry and admitted to being jealous." Dad explained. I sighed I still feel bad. We got back home and Jimmy called me the second I walked in.
"Hello.... Thank you...... Yeah that's okay if we move the due date......... Yeah...... Okay bye." I hung up and dad shot me a questioning look.
"He wanted to move the due date of me sending demos because of what happened." I explained as he nodded.
"Here." He handed me his phone and I read everybody's comments. They were all so sweet. I handed it back to him.
"I still fell bad." I said sighing as I sat down next to Harry. Kayla sat on my lap. I think I scared her because she's been all around me since I left the hospital.
"Don't. It's not your fault." Harry said as I nodded. I'm just really tired.
"So anything planned?" Everyone said no. I nodded and got up to go upstairs but there was a knock at the door. At 10 pm? I opened the door and what shocked me the most was the person in front of me. Addie?

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