Adopted by Ashton Irwin

Chapter 20: "All I Can Say Is No"

*Maddie's POV*
I was shocked. She was in tears. She went to hug me but I backed up. No all I can say is no.
"Please Maddie I'm sorry!" I shook my head no. She gave me pleadings eyes.
"How many times do I have to say no! If you were truly my friend you would have been there for me the at the begging, but the second I could've been dead because of your cousin you all of a sudden want to be friends again!" I yelled as dad and everyone ran in. "Addison for the last time I said no." I pointed to the door.
"Look in sorry I was a bitch! I'm sorry I stole your songs damnit I'm sorry about everything!" She yelled as I was still pointing outside. She scoffed.
"Fine be your little botch self again! Actually no I hope you get raped again and I hope this time you actually don't wake up." She yelled. She left right as I was about to lunge. I ran upstairs and locked my door. How was I friends with her? How could she be so cruel? They say to love your enemies too but how when they tell you to die or how when they are you demons inside your head? I wrote in my journal. A knock was at my door.
"Who?"
"Macy." I unlocked the door as she walked in.
"Hey are you okay?"
"No I just- I don't know. People say to love who you are and live your enemies too but how am I supposed to when people like Addie tell me to die and how can I when half of my enemies are my demons inside my head?" I said as she shrugged.
"Someone once said that if you have enemies love there good side push away there bad. Your demons just push away the bad thoughts and they will turn good. Now with Addie don't like her at all because it seems like you once liked her good side but it turned bad." I nodded in understanding.
"Wanna have a movie night?" Macy asked as we nodded. I told her to get the movie and food ready and to have everyone there as I'm changing into pjs. I throw on sweats and a tank top and throw my hair into a messy ponytail and head my way downstairs. I got downstairs and it looks like we were watching 21 jump street. Thank god Kayla fell asleep. I laid next to Macy. Jordan and Luke were cuddling along with Dad and Calum, Harry and Louis, Niall and Zayn, Mikey and Liam. I was out like a light.
*nightmare: Kayla's POV*
I was in my room when mommy and daddy were fight.
"Kayla get you ass down here." I heard dad yell I walked downstairs and saw daddy holding mommy while holding a gun to her head.
"Any last words for you mom?" I was shocked.
"I love you mommy but why are you leaving?" *BANG* I screamed and went to run. Daddy grabbed my arm and yanked me back.
"Don't your ever leave!" He yelled as I but his hand and ran. I ran as fast as I could all the way to the park. Daddy caught up and went to smack me. But this guy stopped him and said my turn. He dragged me to the place Maddie was shot. He chained me up and I looked over and saw Macy there. He looked at me and slapped me.
*End of dream*
I shot up and screamed as loud as I could. I started to hyp- hyper- I started to breathe super hard and fast. There was a bang outside my window. I screamed.
*Maddie's POV*
I shot up when I thought I heard someone scream. There was nothing. I closed my eyes again but I heard a bang then a scream. I shot up and ran all they upstairs.
"Kayla!" I yelled as I ran in her room. I saw her sitting there crying and hyperventilating. I ran to her and held her.
"Shh..... Princess you are okay." I whispered in her ear as she sat in my lap and I started to rock us. Dad Harry Macy and Jordan ran in.
"What happened?" Jordan asked as he walked to Kayla.
"Nightmare." She said quietly as we all heard another bang then a scream. The scream came from Kayla and the bang came from the tree hitting her window.
"Dad turn in the light." I said as he did. When I saw Kayla her cheeks were bright red her eyes puffy and red. She's been crying way more then when I ran up here. The tree hit the window again and she screamed again.
"Kayla? What was your dream?" I asked as she looked directly at Macy that's when I knew she had a memory nightmare.
"Baby he won't hurt you again I'll make sure of it." I said as she looked at Harry.
"It wasn't just Zack." She whispered as Harry looked like he was about to cry.
"Are you saying Harry hurt you in your nightmare?" She shook her head no.
"Daddy shot mommy. I ran and ran into Zack and he took me to were you got shot. Macy was there and I got slapped." She said as Harry and Jordan gave her a hug.
"No ones gonna hurt you! No one!" Harry said kissing the top of her head. We left for them to have a family moment. I couldn't help but cry a little I mean she's just 5. She shouldn't have gone threw that. Dad pulled me and Macy into a hug.
"Dad?" Macy whispered.
"Yes?"
"I'm tired." Macy said as we went back into the living room. Me and Macy fell back asleep.
*in the morning*
I woke up and saw that everyone was still asleep. Kayla must've came downstairs because she was snuggling with Jordan and Luke. I got up and went to the kitchen. I looked in the fridge and grabbed a water then went back to Macy. I couldn't fall asleep and went on Twitter. (Dad let me have it after I read the fans apologizes) Addison posted something about me again.
'Your a stupid bitch! I thought we were friends but I guess not so fuck off slut!@maddieirwin' I read it over again the only thing that I was feeling was anger. So I commented.
'Quit blaming shit in me! I told you we can't be friends for a good ass reason and seriously calling me the slut! How can I be a slut when I'm still a fucking virgin unlike someone!' I clicked sent and immediately fans had my back.
'Maddie's no where close to a slut!'
'Leave Maddie alone!' And so on. That made a smile on my face. I closed my phone and grabbed my shoes and sweatshirt. I wore a note saying.
'Went to Starbucks be home soon luv ya!
-Mads'
I walked to Starbucks and walked in. I walked to the counter and ordered a mocha then left. I didn't want to go home yet so I went to the park. I looked around and saw little kids playing, adults talking, dogs running around. I finished my drink and walked around more. My phone buzzed when I was at the corner of the street. I looked at it and saw that Macy texted me saying to come home. I replied saying okay. I walked across the street and home. I walked in and dad was standing against the counter. When he saw me he flashed me a smile.
"I saw what happened on Twitter. I'm proud that you stood up for yourself." He said as I pulled him into a hug.
"Thank you." My phone dinged. Addison commented.
"You're not a virgin! Your were fucking raped so no news flash your not a Virgin!" A tear left my eye. How can she post something like that, I looked at dad and he took my phone and he immediately took out his and commented. My phone dinged.
"@maddieirwin is nowhere near a slut! Yes she was raped but that is in the past and it was not her fault, but I bet you that if she wasn't she's still be a virgin! @AddisonTucker pull your head out of you ass and grow the hell up!' I smiled and hugged him. My phone buzzed. The fans had my back again. Addison can fuck off.
'She's not a slut if it was rape. @AshtonIrwin is right!' One fan said I smiled to all the rest.
"Thank you dad." I said as Macy came downstairs freaking out.
"Kayla..... Room....blood......" She fainted. I ran to her and looked at dad.
"I've got this go check on Kayla." He nodded.

*Ashton's POV*
I ran upstairs. I ran into Kayla's room to find blood all over the place and a broken mirror!
"Kayla?!" I yelled.
"Uncle Ash! Help me! I'm bleeding because the miwwow bwoke." I ran to her and saw glass all over her. I called 911 and put the phone on my shoulder as I helped her into the bathroom.
"Ambulance........yes..........Ashton Irwin.......my daughter ran downstairs and fainted after saying my Beckie was bleeding badly....... Yes she is a mirror broke and she has glass all over her body.........*enter address here*........thank you." I hung up and called Harry.
"Harry it's Kayla hurry I'll explain when we're at the hospital juju at hurry." I said as I looked at Kayla. She looked like she was trying to sleep.
"Kayla no." I shook her gently as paramedics ran threw and took her. I ran downstairs and they had Macy in a stretcher along with Kayla. I looked at Maddie and she ran in my arms.
"M-M-Macy mumbled something. Kayla got mad and threw a brush at the mirror she went to retrieve it and got glass all over." Maddie said breaking down as we ran to the car. We got in and followed all the way to the hospital.  We sat and waited.
"Irwin Family."
"Us."
"Macy can go she just woke up." I nodded and signed the papers as Macy came out. She sat next to Maddie as Harry walked in.
"What happened?"
"Kayla threw brush at the mirror and went to retrieve it and got glass all over." Macy explained as Harry had tears streaming his face. He sat next to me as Jordan ran in. We explained it and he sat there in complete shock.
"Styles." Harry and Jordan stood up. The doctor had a frown.
"We tried the hardest we could but the time we got all the glass out she lost a lot of blood and didn't make it." Harry broke down as Jordan fell to his knees sobbing Maddie ran to him.

*Maddie's POV*
I was in complete and udder shock. I watched as Jordan fell to the ground sobbing. I ran to him.
"Jordan?" I whispered in his ear. "Look at me." He looked at me.
"No." He whispered.
"I know it hurts but she is always with you until the end. Trust me. Maybe not physically but mentally she is. And I know Kayla well enough that she will always be by your side gone or not." I said as he sobbed in my shoulder.
"She was the only actual family I
mean you guys are too but she was my baby sister." He balled. The rest of the guys got there and dad explained. They were all in tears. Jordan the most. I looked at dad. My phone rung I picked it up.
Hello.......yes this is she...........he did what?.........No..........no no no no......ill call back later." I hung up and stood there in shock as my body started to shake.
"Maddie's what's wrong?" I gulped.
"He escaped."