Unexpected Turn. [h.s. & n.h.]

Chapter 15

Day 3/Part 3

She stood frozen, putting her hand on her red cheek. Looking at me like I was insane.

"Allie what the fuck is going on?" Brin stormed in the room grabbing me by the arm. Where the hell did she come from? How did she get here so quickly? I stared at her in confusion.

"Allie spit it out." She said looking at me with cold and angry eyes.

"She's fucking insane. She hit me, do us all a favour and put your friend in a nut house." Katie said spitting at me and storming out of the room. She turned around before walking out.

"Oh and Allie. This isn't over" she said with a smirk.

My hands were shaking unconditionally; I tried to close my eyes to think of a better place.

FLASHBACK.

The sun was peeking threw the curtains, a warm sunny mornings. We slept with the window open due to the heat. The wind blew warm summer air in the room. A sun ray hit him directly, capturing his beauty, his hair swept off over half of his face, lips pink and parted slightly, his little beard stubbles and his body covered in tattoos, I could write a book on how beautiful this boy is. I felt the butterflies swell up in my stomach, like they always did when I admired him for a long while.

"Psst Harry." I whispered moving closer to him.

"I'm sleeping, shh" he responded, his voice was deep and raspy. It sent shivers down my spine.

"But I can't sleep anymore, its too warm and bright in here" I said pouting my lips.

His eyes fluttered open slightly, pouting his lips and mocking me back. Here I was waking up with the boy I loved most, our faces so close I could feel his warm breathe on my nose.

"Morning sunshine" I smirked slightly.

Sometimes I would have random bursts of confidence and liked being in control, I rolled myself on to him so that I was sitting on his stomach starring down at him, my hair was messy and I was in light pink underwear and a white crop top. The way that he looked at me could make me fall in love with him over and over again. A smile creeped over my face, I have a habit of getting completely memorized by his tattoos. I would completely zone out and start running my fingers along them.

"Allie" he said grabbing my hand "You're doing it again" he said chuckling a little.

"I'm sorry." I said shaking my head a little.

"Don't be, I love it." He said while grabbing my other hand and pulling me down to his face. His warm breathe was once again hitting me in the face and his smile grew bigger and bigger. He cupped his hands around my face a pushed his lips on mine. It was a warm passionate kiss that made my stomach flutter and sparks fly.

"I-I love you." I managed to mumble out in-between kisses.

He stopped kissing me and pushed my face up again, looking me in the eyes. His green eyes were sparkling in the sunlight. His hands were still cupped around my cheeks.

"Allie I love you" he said pulling me back down and now wrapping his arms around me so that I was laying on top of him, I started giggling because of the quirky love things he was whispering in my ear and then casual kissing at my neck.

END OF FLASHBACK

"Allie." Brinley said shaking me.

"I want to go now." I said simply.

"Allie you cant just fucking hit people, I know you don't like her. I know she is cruel and rude to you but you can't ever do something like that again. You keep it together in front of her."

"Ok" I said grabbing my coat.

"Ok? That's it?" she hissed at me.

"I said ok brin, drop it"

She rolled her eyes at me and walked out the door, I simply followed behind her. Keeping my distance because I didn't want to endure a lecture. I didn't feel guilty for what I had just done; to be quite honest it kind of felt good. I just hopped she wouldn't come around again. Brinley had parked beside me and headed straight for her car door. She was pissed, absolutely furious with me. Before getting in her car she whipped around.

"I get that you're hurting, anyone in your position would be hurting. But pushing people away and hurting others isn't going to help with anything. You are surrounded with friends and people that love you so let us fucking help you and stop acting like you can take care of yourself because you're a right up mess Allie and I'm telling you thus because I love you and I am so worried about you." She yelled at me throwing her hands in the air.

"Point made Brinley." I huffed.

"When you decided you need help you just call me!" she yelled one last time before slamming her car door shut.

I leaned against my car and just starred at the sky. The sun was setting, leaving an incredible sunset. After ten minutes of watching the sky I got into my car and made my way back to Niall's. I was exhausted, cold and tired. All I wanted to do was fall into bed. I unlocked the door, went in and started taking my shows off.

"Allie where the fuck have you been" Niall said raising his voice.

"Oh hello to you too Niall! How was your day?" I said sarcastically.

"Don't push it more than you already have" he growled at me.

"She called you didn't she.?" I asked raising my eyebrow.

"Of course she called me. She called me crying because she's so worried about you and she feels like you're slipping away."

"I'm not slipping away I just want to be alone for a little. I don't understand why that's so hard to understand." I yelled back at him

"You crossed the line today Allie. You could have just walked away from her, you could have just left. But no you just had to try to prove something to her, but what did you prove? Huh? Nothing. You proved nothing. So get of your high horse and let me help you because you need it. You can't do this all alone"

"You know what Niall, I had a shitty day and I thought I could come here to my best friend and rest and forget about the crappy day but apparently not. Seems like everyone just cant back off today, so ill go." I hissed putting my shoes back on and grabbing my purse.

"Allie.." he breathed.

"No, don't even. Don't expect me home tonight." I said slamming the door shut.

I got back into my car and sped away. I knew exactly were I was going to go and I know that no one would find me. I had everything I needed my notebook, pens, small flashlight, my phone, headphones and chocolate. I drove to the place that I always go to when I'm angry. The docks. I haven't been here for months, the last time I came down here was when I got in a drunken fight with Harry. The only person who knew were my secret spot was, was Harry.

I walked to the end of the dock and laid out the blanket that I keep in my car and took a seat on it. It was cold but it didn't bother me, it was quite and peaceful here, all I could hear was the water and the bells on ships because of the wind. For once today my mind was quite, everything was blank. I felt relived but also tired. I wanted to be in a warm bed but I also wanted to be alone here at the docks. I pulled out my notebook and pen and flipped open a blank page.

January 5th/2015, 9:27pm

I miss him.

-A

Hello! All of the chapters have been sad and gloomy so I hope that the flashback sort of lightened things up a little. Day 5 sort of dragged on for a little but we are now on to day 6, day 6 might take a while because I do need to brainstorm a little, but bare with me something big is coming soon. Hope you enjoyed. -A