Unexpected Turn. [h.s. & n.h.]

Chapter 23

DAY 10/PART 2

NIALL'S POV

I hung up the phone and bolted out of the house, I was in a state of confusion and worry, the shrink was suppose to be a good thing, something that could help her deal with her emotions, not make it worse. I could tell over the phone she was having a panic attack, a bad one. I knew there was a high chance she didn't have her inhaler with her, lucky I have a spare in my car for just in case, her attacks are getting worse and worse, I don't even know what I can do anymore other than comfort her and make her take the inhaler. I got to the building and ran inside,

"Hi, Um I need to see Allie, where is she?" I panted out of breath.

"Are you Niall?"

"Yeah I am," I said taking a deep breath.

"Follow me" she urged.

I gave her a small nod and followed her into a back room; there was Allie with her knees pulled up and her head resting in between them, her back was rising at an un normal pace because her breath was so off, there was a lady beside her rubbing her back.

"Al?"

Her head slowly moved up, her eyes were blood shot red and she had mascara running all down her cheeks.

I moved quickly across the room and kneeled in front of her.

"Allie, take this."  I whispered.

She took the inhaler quickly out of my hands and took three long and deep breaths with it.

I noticed how pale her skin was; it was like she had just seen a ghost. Her breathing slowed a little and she managed to steady it a little. I took her small hands and held them with my own, I hate seeing her like this, and I swear it breaks my heart every time a little.

"Hello, My name is Rachel, I am Allies therapist" the lady beside Allie said.

"Listen I could really care less right now, you're suppose to be helping her so why the fuck am I getting a call from her in the middle of a session bawling her eyes out." I spat.

"Niall stop, my head hurts." Allie whimpered.

"I'll give you two a few minutes alone" Rachel said calmly.

She got up and walked out of the room, I immediately took place beside Al, I started to rub her back and she leaned against me a little.

"Do you want to talk about it?" I whispered against her hair.

"Anne wants to take Harry of the machines in three weeks." she sniffled.

I stop rubbing her back and now fully wrapped my arm around her, before I opened my mouth to say something she turned and threw her arms around me, holding me so tight and crying into my shoulder. I was absolutely shocked that Anne would even consider that. I ran my fingers down her spine.

"Shh Al, everything is going to be okay. I promise you everything will be okay" I chocked up a little.

"I don't want him go Niall, I need him."

"Listen to me, he is going to pull though. He will. I know he will, and I am going to take care of you, and you know we are going to be okay, we always end up being okay." I muffled into her neck, now crying.

"I need to go see him." she cried.

"I'll take you Al."

We stood up together and I wrapped her again in a big hug just once more for reassurance. She picked up her bag and we left the room, I saw Anne sitting in the waiting room.