Unexpected Turn. [h.s. & n.h.]

Chapter 8

DAY 2

I had gotten to the hospital at around 10 pm. It was quite in the hospital, not many people waiting in the waiting room just nurses running around doing rounds. I made my way to Harry's room and took my place for the night. The cot had been removed but there was now one of those old people armchairs. Harry looked the exact same as he had hours before. Peacefully asleep. I had just taken my place in the chair when I nurse came in,

"Ma'am you can't be in here, visiting hours are over." She said in a snobby tone.

"Yes I understand that but I need to stay" I said not making eye contact with her.

"Visiting hours are over, we can't make acceptations."

"Oh I'm pretty sure you can. Listen I'm not going got it?" I was running on a thin line my nerves were high and I swore I could have snapped in an instant.

"I am going to have to call security if you don't leave. You can come back in the morning." I could here that she was trying to keep calm with me but it was hardly working.

"I am not fucking going okay? I need to stay here for him" I said looking her in the eyes with a bitchy look.

"Do not use that tone with me Ma'am, I have to call the security"

"Jesus fuck. Just leave it alone" I said standing up.

"Do you see that boy? Yeah that's my boyfriend who I'm almost 100% certain got in a crash because of me. So listen, I don't even know if he's going to wake up or not. I don't know if new years morning was the last morning I would ever get to see him smile or mope around that I wouldn't go back to bed with him. I don't know if I'm going to loose the love of my life. So I just want to sit with him and be there for him. So please just leave me alone" I said with a loud tone directly in her face.

I didn't even realize I was crying until I felt a tear drip onto my hand.

"It's against hospital policy. I'm sorry ma'am I can't." she looked terrified.

"Get out, fucking get out," I yelled in her face crying. I couldn't believe myself, yelling at a nurse, what was going on in my head.

She turned and walked out of the room. I turned around as well, looking at Harry. Why was it hitting me so hard? I walked over to the bed,

"Why Harry, why did this have to happen. Please you need to wake up; I need you to wake up. I can't do it without you." I battled to say though the tears. I was crumbling. The nurse came back into the room followed by Dr. Carson and two security guards.

"Please don't make me go," I pleaded looking at Dr. Carson.

"Allie, I need you to calm down" he said reaching out a hand.

"Calm down? You want me to calm down. I am beyond calm."

Ever since I was 16 I had panic attacks, which resulted into a hyperventilating attack, basically meaning I got no air, I lose control of my breathing and I feel like I'm dying and that's what was happening now, I started taking gulps of air I couldn't speak because the words wouldn't come out because of the lack of air I was getting.

"Allie, deep breath in and deep breath out"

"I-I cant" I barely managed to get out.

"I need, I need him to wake up, I-I need him."

"I know Allie, so for him I need you to take deep breaths and let me help you"

He took another step towards me and grabbed me by the arm.

"I need you to sit down okay?"

I nodded and took a seat in my original place. Another nurse came with a paper cup of water and one of those ketchup cups things with little white pills in them. Dr. Carson took both from her hands.

"Allie I have some water here for you and something that will help."

"Escitslopram Oxalate?" I whispered

"Exactly Allie, it will help relax you" he was talking to me with that calm doctor voice.

I took the two tiny white pills out of his hands and pressed them on my tongue and added the water.

"Good Allie, now were going to call someone to come get you, you just sit tight okay?"

I didn't want to have to leave but there was clearly no way they were going to let me stay. I woke up in a bed, one I didn't recognize. I sat up confused and with a pounding head ache. Brinley walked into the room,

"Your up" she said with small smile.

"Where am I?" I said looking around the room.

"The Hilton Hotel, Lucas and I are staying here and I am your second emergency contact, so I got the phone call last night saying I needed to come get you. Doctor told me you bitched out a nurse."

"Wasn't my fault. She was being non negotiation"

"Mhm of course. You were knocked out when I got there so I bought you back here and you slept though the rest of the night."

"Well thank you"

"Of course Allie. When you are ready to go back Luke will drive you."

"What time is it even"?

"10:28" she said showing me her phone."

"Shit okay, I'll go hop under the shower. Thank you again" I said hugging her.

The car ride with Luke was weird, he's so quite without Briney there its insane. He just kept his eyes on the road the whole time and hummed along to the music playing on the radio. I didn't mind the silence though. If he did open his mouth to talk it most likely would have been about Brinley and I was in no mood to hear how in love they were.

"Thanks for the ride Luke"

"You're welcome"

I was about the door when he spoke,

"Allie, I just wanted to say I'm sorry, you know for what happened."

"Thanks Luke, and thank you for taking care of her."

A smiled appeared on his face "my pleasure."

Again with me not having as much time to write anymore because of school I will be posting the days in parts 1 and 2 because some of the days will be really long to splitting them up into two parts is way easier. I hope you enjoyed. A.