Unexpected Turn. [h.s. & n.h.]

Chapter 14

DAY 5/PART 2

The hospital was busy, I mean it's always busy but it hasn't been this busy. It was like a scene from greys anatomy, as if a huge trauma came in and everyone is stressing and running around, I made my way shyly to the front desk. The desk had a white vase with tulips in it; I loved tulips, my mum used to grow them every year in our garden when I was a child. Sometimes I miss my childhood, I mean I don't really remember that much of it I just remember I had two loving parents whop made my childhood amazing, I guess when I got older and when my brother came around that all changed. As I grew older I had to take care of myself and things alone, which I didn't mind. I didn't mind being the girl with only one friend who spent her days studying her ass off and writing. My brother was the star child, doing everything my parents wanted him to do which made the proud. I wasn't like this. I did what I liked and not what made other people happy, I believe that being happy with yourself should come before making other people happy of course I was the only one in my family that believed. So of course during high school my distant relationship with my parents became even more distant the only time they would talk to me, well correction. Yell at me when was I made my brother upset or if I did something wrong in general. So as I've said before when I was 17 I got the hell out of there and never looked back. I don't even get birthday cards anymore, even though I send one to everyone's birthday. Seems like no matter what I do I will never make them proud, but I have come to peace with that because I am proud of myself.

"Beautiful tulips, lightens up the place" I said the to brown curly hair nurse at the desk.

She smiled, "Thank you, are you here to see someone?"

"Yeah I am, room 308"

"You know where it is? Because if not I can take a nurse there." She said with a warm smile.

"No, I know where it is but thank you, I hope you have a good rest of your day."

"Thank you darling, you as well"

I walked down the hallways that I seem to have been walking for weeks, when in reality it's only been five days. I wanted to go in and see Alice; I knew there was a small flower shop if you walked to the end of the hallway and took a left, I picked up a nice vase with pink and white daisy's in it.

"Good afternoon Alice, I brought you some flowers to lighten up the place," I said warmly

"Oh love, they're lovely. Daisies are my favourite, you didn't have to go waste your money on them for me though." I could see that she was trying to hide she smile. I've learned that the littlest things, like a compliment or a few flowers can really lighten up someone's day or even week.

"Really Alice its nothing, how have you been" I said taking a seat.

"Well I am not getting any younger, my body is slowly starting to shut down, but my dear I have lived my life. I found really true love and fulfilled my life long dreams. I have done everything I've wanted so I am at peace with the fact that my time is coming soon." She said speaking from the heart.

Alice was the sweetest lady, she had told me so many amazing stories, how she's travelled all over the world and fell in love with the most amazing man, as she describes. I could sit and listen to her speak all day, just listening to the tales that she spills out.

" I hope I can die at peace too" I whispered under my breath.

"What's that love?"

"Nothing Alice" I said putting my hand on her smiling.

I heard heels clicking down the hall, exceptionally loud clicks. I turned my head to look out the window to see if anyone was actually coming. I saw a familiar face pass the window; I froze, not taking my eyes off the window I spoke,

"Alice, I-I need to get going. It was lovely seeing you again." I sputtered out

"Are you alright Allie?"

"Absolutely." I said putting the fakest smile on my face.

I quickly exited the room and made my way to Harry's, I stood in the doorway watching as she held his hand and a spoke to him, too softy for me to understand. Look at her. Absolutely drop dead gorgeous. I didn't even know what to say to her without loosing my absolute shit.

"Umm" was the only word that spilled out of my mouth.

She snapped her head around and looked surprised to see me. She was stocked to see me, not surprised. Shocked.

"Allie oh my god" she said jumped up and wrapping her arms around me.

She was the fakest person I had ever met in my whole life, I couldn't stand listening to her, let alone be in a room with her. I stood still while she wrapped her arms around me, not returning the hug.

"What are you doing here Katie." I spat out.

"I needed to see him," she said turning to look at Harry. "I've been missing him for a while and when I heard what happened I came as soon as I could. Plus I'm sure you need all the support you can get" she said with a devious smile.

"I am fine Katie. There's no need for you to be here."

"Oh Allie, its okay. It's okay to admit you need help." She said putting her hand on my shoulder.

"Don't touch me I snapped." Pulling away from her touch.

"Allie, we are all worried that you're going to relapse badly because o this."

I could feel my face beating red. Katie loves, and I mean absolutely loves to use my past to hurt me, or to tick me off. None of my friends talk about it because they respect it. Besides its in the past but the thing with Katie is she doesn't like me nor respect me so for her my past is a fun thing to toy around with. My jaw was clenching and my hands shaking.

"Get out." I hissed.

"Visiting ours aren't over, you cant keep him all to yourself forever Al, What Harry and I had was real, and it wont go away."

Was she really doing this right now? As we stand in Harry hospital room? She was seriously trying to fight me for Harry now. My vision was getting blurry as the tears were forming in my eyes. I am a sensitive girl, anything can break me. I am weak and she knows that. I didn't know what to say or do I felt frozen, she kept talking but I didn't here I had completely block her out and my mind was screaming at me how much I hated her. I snapped out of my screaming brain and finally reacted.

I hit her.

I am so sorry for not updating in forever. I have been very stressed out and I had no motivation to write, I am kind of regretting how i started the story because I feel like I should have added some chapters with Allie and Harry  before jumping into the accident.. Oh well. I hope to have another chapter up tomorrow. Thanks for reading. -A