Unexpected Turn. [h.s. & n.h.]

Chapter 29

Day 11 Part 2

Allie's POV

"Hello, this is Allison," I said nervously.

"Hello Mrs.Brigton, This is Doctor Carson, I apologize for calling you so early in the morning, we were informed by Harry's mother to call you if anything happened with Mr. Styles" He spoke quickly.

"Oh. What's happened?" I asked worriedly.

"We needed to take him to surgery again, he had swelling in his brain which needed to be relieved. He stayed strong throughout the whole surgery and is now in the ICU again. He is stable but his condition hasn't changed, and we will not know if the surgery had any side effected until he comes out of the coma." He said in a clam, relaxed voice.

I felt my head go light and my hands started to shake, wells of tears started to form in my eyes, I looked over to see Liam give me a concerned yet confused glance. I felt like New Years was happening all over again, I felt frozen in my spot, not being able to move or form words. I looked out the window to see lights shimmering onto the water, the one thing that crossed my mind was "what if I just fell into the freezing water and drowned." I shook my head slightly to get rid of the thought.

"I-I need to go, thank you" I rushed out and hung up the phone.

My breathing started to heavy, it felt as if one thousands rocks were pilled on top of my chest; my heart was pounding way faster than it should be.

"Al? Is everything okay?" Liam asked concerned.

I turned to him and tried my absolute best to not break right in front of him. I wiped away the tear that was starting to fall from my eyes.

"Harry had to get another surgery but he's fine! I have to get going now though." I sniffled, but kept it together.

"Al. let me drive you okay?" He said softly, he walked slowly over to me and put an arm around my shoulder.

"No, Liam you don't get it, I'm fine okay? I'm a big girl I can drive myself." I snapped, yanking away from his touch.

"You're not fine, you shouldn't be driving under this amount of stress." He replied gently.

"Liam I am sick and tired of people coddling me, buying me kittens and going out of there way just to make me feel better, I was alone my whole life, I might have had people around me but I was always alone and independent. I shouldn't be sitting here at three in the morning drinking hot chocolate with you, I should be at the hospital, waiting and watching over him. I need everyone to just let me deal with this in my own way and to stop treating me like I'm some fragile flower that will knick over and die if someone says the wrong thing. So if you'll excuse me I need to go to the hospital, and don't you dare call Niall when I leave, I am fine." I snapped.

He looked at me blankly, he was in complete shock that I just flipped out like that, and before he had a chance to react I grabbed my jacket and hopped off the boat. I practically ran down the dock and up the ramp until I was safely alone in my car. I turned on the engine and drove away. I drove for around five minutes until I found an empty parking lot. I pulled in and parked somewhere in the middle. I turned the key so that the engine was off. I took a deep breath and then completely broke, I grabbed the steering wheel and leaned against it with my head. The tears I had held in at the docks were now streaming down my face, my breathing was uneven and I could sense the panic attack coming.

"Why is this happening to me?" I wept against the steering wheel.

LIAM'S POV