Patrick Stump Imagines

Just Tell Her

I just reread your guys' comments on my last few chapters, telling me I don't deserve this, and that you wish me best and the love you guys are giving me is unbelievable. Thank you all so much! I'm gonna promise every single one of you I will get help some how. I love you guys.

"Patrick! This is different!" I sighed into the phone between my face and bed.

"I know I know, Y/N. But you're never gonna know if you're a lesbian, bisexual, or straight if you don't put yourself out there. I hate seeing you so confused like this," Patrick whispered. He'd be talking normally, but I don't want anyone to know I'm confused on my sexuality.

"You've told me, Pat. I'm trying-"

"You're not trying hard enough! Just ask her. If she says no, she's straight, then ask if she wants to help you to see if you aren't." He's right... What he said is worth a shot.

"A-alright Patrick, I'll try it."

"Thank you. I hope Kya helps you. But I've got to go, my mom wants me to help her with something. See you at school tomorrow, yeah?"

"Yeah. Bye Patrick." I lifted my head up and ended the call. I hope Patrick's right. Maybe Kya will be with me or help me. All of this has been confusing to me since the start of the school year. Do I prefer a boyfriend or girlfriend or both? Patrick's trying to help me figure that out anyway he can; he's ever offered going out with me to see what I prefer. I kindly rejected the offer.

Now, Kya was probably one of the most kindest, sociable people you'd ever meet. When we met through my friend from middle school, I knew she was amazing. Her long wavy blonde/brown hair falling all over the place, her light brown eyes lighting up during a conversation, her smile being as wide as humanly possible when she tells you something she thinks is funny, and the way she'd laugh through the last words in her sentence. I didn't think I'd ever be attracted to one of my friends, but suddenly, before Christmas break, something changed in me, I guess. Did I see a possible future with her? Maybe.

I sighed and plugged my phone in next to my bed. No clue on how I'm going to ask Kya tomorrow, I shut off my light and went to sleep. No point in staying up and thinking about everything that could go wrong.

-The next day-

My heart starts racing when I sit on my desk. I'm in sixth period, and this is the only class I have with her. I took in a deep breath when both my childhood friend, Winter, and Patrick walked into class. A small smile spread across my face when I saw them, and Patrick gave me a weak smile.

"You haven't asked her yet, have you?" Patrick whispered to me when he was close enough. Winter looked between the two of us, not getting exactly what he was asking. Her last look at me was when it clicked. She gasped, and looked at me like she was about to say something, but I shot her a look not to do it. Patrick nudged me so I could answer his question. I looked into his blue eyes and shook my head sadly. "Oh... you doing it after class?" I didn't nod. I looked away from him, not wanting to basically promise him I would. Both Patrick and Winter gave me a pat before going to their seats beside me. "Do it before it's to late, Y/N." After he said that, the bell rang, Kya went to sit behind me, and class started.

I honestly wish class would never end JUST so I wouldn't have to ask her. But there it was. The bell. Everyone stood up and slowly left the room, including our little group of four. Winter gave me a pat on the back and walked out with Patrick, who smiled at me.

"You coming, Y/N?" Kya asked me, taking my hand and looking into my eyes. I smiled weakly and nodded. "Then come on!" Kya dragged me out of the room and down the hall. It's now or never. I looked at Kya's small frame, moving as she was explaining something to me. The way she talked calmed me a little, giving me the small amount of confidence I need.

"Hey Kya?" She stopped talk and looked over at me, her smile staying put. "Can I ask you something?"

"Well of course! Anything." Her smile widened. No going back now. I gulped down whatever saliva I had, and asked her.

"W-would you like to... Be.. My girlfriend? You don't have to be, I understand if you're straight. I just wanted to ask because... I feel like I've had a crush on you for awhile... And... Yeah."

Kya cocked her head at me, her lips curving down. My face fell, and I immediately looked forward, seeing Patrick and Winter were staring at us from the edge of the hall. I pleaded for help with my eyes, but they shook their heads. I have to get through this on my own. Kya cleared her throat, making me look back down at her.

"Well.. I'm not saying no- well I guess I kinda am, but from the little Patrick's told me... You're confused on your sexuality, right?" My breathing hitched. Patrick told her? I slowly nodded my head in response, slowly directing my gaze down to our walking feet. "Well... I won't be your girlfriend, but I will help you see what you really are. I will go out with you, but I won't be your official girlfriend. How does that sound, Y/N?" She looked at me with hopeful eyes. I let go of the breath I didn't know I was holding. I guess something is better than nothing.

"Yeah, that'd be great. I'd love help, actually. I'm tired of not knowing... You know?" Kya chuckled and nodded. She laced her small hand into mine and dragged me forward to our friends.

"So?" Winter and Patrick said in unison.

"I'm helping her find out who she is," Kya told our friends proudly

I wrote this because I've been extremly confused lately, and thought I should include our
lgbt+ friends in my imagines. Not to worry though, all you people who don't identify as a female! I'm planning on making my next imagine where the character you read from will be a male! And maybe in the future, I will do one for you friends who don't identify as either gender! I want you all to feel included, and don't take any of this as I'm romanticizing this stuff. I know this is some serious shit I'm writing about. All I want is for you all to feel included and loved. I don't want these to offend you. Cause I love you guys ❤️