The Comeback of Heroes!!! (Book 2) [Naruto Fairy Tail Crossover Fanfic]

Chapter 62

*First person pov*

"So, what did you want to talk to me about?" I ask Shikamaru. When we got back, Shikamaru requested to see me in private. I had to part ways with my darling Keiko, only being with her just a short while. I cry. But anyways, he was leading me to the a park like thing, it was deserted. Shikamaru turns to me to hug me. "Whoa... You've been kinda touchy and been saying sorry a lot, what's the matter?" I ask him, making no attempt to pull away. "I... I am so sorry... I should have stopped them before they kidnapped you... they...." Shikamaru says, hugging me tighter. I was getting really uncomfortable. "Uhh... what do you mean?" I ask him. "Maybe if I stopped them... your virginity would still be in tact..." Shikamaru trails off. ....What? Someone replay his words? "Huh? I'm no-" "Those stupid Akatsuki members.... I'll kill them all... I'll kill them all for raping you...." Shikamaru says, hugging me even tighter. I blush at what he said. Wait wait wait wait.... rape? I never been raped!! What the fuck!?! "But I'm-" "Just don't say any more... I'm so sorry... to let the woman I... I'm so sorry.... I'll protect you... I'll never let that happen to you again..." Shikamaru says. OKAY!! I THINK I'LL JUST STOP SHIKAMARU RIGHT HERE!! "Shikamaru.... I-" I get cut off a-fucking-gain. "Ciel... I.... love you... You may not feel the same way because we don't see each other often but... I've loved you... even if you don't feel the same way, I will protect you and stay by your side." Shikamaru says as he pulls away from to look at me, With lots and lots of love. I was speechless. Not only did I have Duckbutt confess to me, but Shikamaru as well? "Shika-" "Ciel... before you say anything... I want to try something." AND CAN YOU LET ME SPEAK!?!!?!? Shikamaru tilts my head up. He leans down kisses me gently, as if I were to break. I was shocked. I didn't make a move to stop him, nor did I make a move to deepen the kiss. I was just shocked, my eyes wide open. He pulls away and turns around quickly, so all I can see was the Uzumaki symbol on his chunin jacket. "I don't deserve to be with you... I hope you can find someone who can treat you better, more than I will ever will...." Shikamaru says, his voice slightly cracking when he said this. NOW'S MY CHANCE!!! I CAN FINALLY SAY IT!! "Shikamaru... I hate to burst your bubble... but I have never been raped." I say, lightly blushing at the idea of me being raped... DAMMIT!! I'VE BEEN READING TOO MANY AKATSUKI X READER LEMON ONE SHOTS!! Shikamaru turned around to look at me, wide eyes. "...What do you mean? Hidan... that asshole told me before he died that when you were conscious, he raped you...." Shikamaru says, trailing off. "Uhh... no that never happened. When I woke up, all I did was annoy the crap out of those two. I'm fine, they surprisingly didn't lay a hand on me." I told him. There was a silence. Then realization hit me. He had just confessed to ME. "Uh... so what're we going to do?" I ask him, blushing a bit. "I.... I'll give you time to answer me... It doesn't matter to me how long you take... Just tell me before two years... I might go nuts to know your answer..." Shikamaru says slowly, averting his eyes. I avert my eyes as well. "Okay..." The silence was deafening. "But Ciel... No, Cassie..." Shikamaru says. I jolt when he said my birth name. I haven't heard that name come out of anyone's mouth in ages. I can't believe he still remembers my name after at least 3 or 4 years. "I will still protect you... I... I don't want you to get kidnapped again... If you do... I will tear up every single country looking for you... god... I don't know what you're doing to me Cassie..." Shikamaru says. "Uhhh...." That was only thing I can utter. Shikamaru rubs the back of his head. "If you're not ready to answer me, we can talk about this later." He says, blushing. "It's just... I'm not looking for a serious relationship nor do I want to. Love is a pathetic cycle of pain. Fall in love, date, have fights, break up, that's a lot of pain in my opinion." I tell him, looking down to stare at my feet. "That's true, but in the end, it was all worth it. For the memories..." Shikamaru tells me. "I know that...." It's true, I did know that. Eric would always tell me that, using his ex-girlfriend as an example. What was her name again, Lexi? I never really knew what happened to her, but there was always a pain in Eric's eyes when he brings up Lexi. He would always replace 'is' with 'was', so I guess I can assume she died. Not like Eric would tell me, I was like 10 at the time. I was 'too fragile' in his opinion. Now that I really think about it, she was always coughing and taking pills. Did she die from illness? I'm getting off topic, back to Shikamaru. "I see... you're afraid..." Shikamaru says. I look back up at him. "I'm not going to lie about that... I don't like emotionally pain... it feels like you have a big hole in your heart but there isn't...." I say, gripping the rims of my shirt. "So you've experienced it?" Shikamaru asks. I shake my head. "No... I've never had a boyfriend and I don't know if had one before my amnesia..." I lied about the amnesia. "I just... seen it happen many times before and I don't want to get involved...." I say, remembering Duckbutt. I could see the hurt in his eyes back at that hideout... I shiver at the thought of what happened back there. "I see... but if you do choose me I promise you, I would never hurt you.... I love you and I don't think I can bring myself to do that...." Shikamaru says as he touches my cheek and I flinch away. I regretted it quickly, I saw how much hurt was in Shikamaru's eyes when I did that. He turns away. "I think I'll just leave here... I'm glad that they didn't actually ra... nevermind.... I'll just leave." Shikamaru says as he leaves, leaving me to my thoughts in a deserted park with little to no people.

(A/N: I decided what I want to go with this story. Yes, this is a various x oc but all of them will be one sided. I never really thought this story would become a love story, and I didn't really want to. But I had to turn it into a various x oc, it was just too perfect of a chance to and I've been reading too many various x readers on Wattpad and Quotev, so it was going to eventually end up as one. So, just to let you guys know, Ciel won't end up with anyone at the end of this.