Glen's POV
Napagod na nga yata ito. Tinulugan niya ko. Tumawag kasi si Krishna and I had to excuse myself to answer it sa veranda.
Pagbalik ko she was sleeping like a baby sa couch. I wanted to kiss her. I wanted to cuddle with her. D.amn how I missed this woman.
Pero sabi niya LDR daw sila ni Kevin. I didn't think she'd want to have this kind of relationship. I know Jennifer. I know what she wants, hates, likes and loves. Pero sabi niya nga people change. I guess at some point we all do.
I carried her bridal style sa kwarto niya. Inihiga ko siya sa kama and I caressed her cheek. She was so angelic. I wanted to lay down beside her but I can't.
Bakit pilit kaming pinagtatagpo ng tadhana kung di talaga kami para sa isa't isa.
"G-glen." Her voice saying my name gave me goosebumps all over.
I looked at her to see what she wanted to say pero she was talking in her sleep. I chuckled. I went back to give her a goodnight kiss on her temple. I was tempted to kiss her pink inviting lips. But I stopped myself from doing so.
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Jj's POV
"Good morning!" I stretched out my arms and legs. Naramdaman ko yung sinag ng araw mula sa window ko.
Humiga ako saglit at tumingala sa ceiling. Then I remembered! Omg! I was with Glen last night!
Agad agad kong tinignan yung katawan ko. Wala naman! Nakadamit pako. So pano ako nakarating ng kama ko? Last thing I remember is may tumawag sa kanya..
Krishna I think? Naramdaman kong may masakit sa dibdib ko. Maybe yun yung girlfriend niya. Hindi ko nga pala natanong sakanya yun.
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Daily routine ko na ang magcoffee ng mornings tska umupo sa veranda. Hindi kasi ako mahilig magbreakfast. But I eat brunch. Heavy meal na kasi sakin yung dalawang kainan tska nakakatamad magluto at magastos naman kung magpapa roomservice ako every meal.
Bumangon nako para magtoothbrush at maghilamos. I changed my clothes and wore a long shirt then nag hair bun nalang ako. Its not like may kasama ako. I want to feel comfortable.
I was about to make coffee ng biglang may kumatok sa pinto. Sinilip ko through the door hole and I saw Glen!
"Good morning babe!" Bati niya sakin sabay abot ng coffee. Pumasok siya sa pad at naupo sa may sofa.
"Aba! Feel na feel ha!" I closed the door and followed him.
"Why are you here? Its too early." As I sipped coffee from my mug. Omg ang sarap nung kape!
"Ikwekwento ko sana kung pano ka nag-snore kagabi" seryosong sabi niya habang tinitignan yung mga books na nakalagy sa center table ko.
"Hoy! Mr. Glen Fontanilla! Excuse me I never snored in my whole life!" Namula ako as in! He was laughing! Then I remembered oo nga pala! Pano ako napadpad sa kama!
"And what did you do to me last night?! I don't remember walking myself to bed!" Tumayo ako sa harap niya and I crossed my arms seriously asking him the question.
"Do you know how sexy you look right now?" Argghhh! I was blushing! I can feel it! Ang init ng pakiramdam ko. Then ibinaba ko yung kamay ko tapos aalis sana ako sa harap niya but he pulled me down.
Now I was sitting on top of him. He hugged me from behind. Nagulat ako. Hindi ito pwede.
"What are you doing?" I tried to stand up but he was pulling me closer. Ang lakas niya.
"Pwede ba Jennifer. Kahit iparamdam mo lang sakin na akin ka.. kahit ngayon lang.." nanlaki yung mga mata ko. Nanlambot yung puso ko. Tinignan ko siya. He was resting his head on my left arm and he was hugging me tight from behind.
"Glen..alam mo namang.." he let me go and guided me to sit down beside him.
"I know..I remember what you said last night. LDR kayo ni Kevin mo. I'm sorry. I got carried away" nakita kong iniiwas niya yung mga mata niya sakin. Kinuha niya yung kape niya at halatang nahiya siya sa nangyari.
If I told him the truth about me and Kevin my chance paba kami? What about Krishna? Doesn't she stay in his pad?
There was an awkward silence ng naisipan kong palitan ang pressure sa atmosphere.
"Bakit ka nga pala umalis ng Pinas di ka nagpaalam?" Sa totoo lang gusto ko din naman malaman. Sabi niya nun mahal niya ko.. bakit siya umalis..
"Bakit? Are you my Mom?" Ngumisi siya. Pero para akong nasaksak. Anong gusto niyang iparating? Na wala din akong karapatan malaman na umalis siya?
"Hindi naman, pero ang kulit mo kaya nun. Dami mong drama aalis ka din pala" nagtatapang tapangan nalang akong sumagot.
"Kasi nga pinili mo si Kevin. Kaya umalis nako. But don't get me wrong. Naka move on nako sayo noh" sabay tingin saakin. Nakatitig naman ako sakanya mejo gulat. Ansaket! E ano yung kanina??
"Ang kaaaapppaall! Hahaha. E ano yung kanina?" Ako naman itong ngumisi sakanya. Hahaha! Langya ito. Pag ako pinagtritripan.
"Wala lang. I'm just feeling alone right now." blank reaction? Seryoso? Alone? E si Krishna ngaaaa....?????
"Hmm. Oo nga pala. Sino si Krishna?? Girlfriend?" Kinuha ko yung kape ko. Ayokong ipahalata na masyado akong interesado baka isipin niyang may feelings pako para sakanya.
"Selos?" Tumingin siya sakin. Tapos tinapik ko yung balikat niya tska siya tumawa.
"Hahaha! Ang kapal ha! Siyempre narinig ko lang yung name niya kagabi tapos ang balita ko kasi babae daw yung next door neighbor ko pero ikaw ang nakita ko" shocks! masyado na ba akong nag eexplain? Halata na ba??
"Defensive much?" He was still looking at me. Para bang gusto niyang mahuli kung nagsisinungaling ako.
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Glen's POV
She looks so cute. I know she's jealous. Alam ko namang wala na sila ni Kevin (evil laugh) bwahaha. I called my PI last night. I checked on Kevin and he was currently living with Anica.
I also found out from other people that she left him. He was such a d.ick! I gave her up just to find out he was still playing her. Pinili ni niya yung g.agong yun tapos ganun lang.
If he was here right now I'd destroy his pretty boy face. Kaya ako naglakas loob puntahan si Jennifer ngayong umaga dahil panatag ako. Akin na ulit siya. Wala na siyang takas sakin. 😄
"Do you have plans?" I asked her.
"Day off ko today and tomorrow. Then back to work. I know your busy so why'd you come this early?" She asked me. Ang sexy niya talaga! Naka long shirt at hairbun lang siya. She doesn't know how she makes me feel right now.
"I cancelled all my appointments. I missed you. Can we atleast spend the day together? Total wala ka naman palang plano" I was pretending to focus on the book in front of me. It read "Confessions of a Shopaholic" this is definitely her.
"Uhm. I can't.." I looked at her. Why? She said wala siyang plano. She was looking down her coffee mug.
"Why?"
"Kasi its not right." She was feeling guilty. I wonder why? She doesn't have a boyfriend and to be honest. I am single. Well I may have had a couple of flings but nothing serious.
"It won't mean anything Jen. We're friends right?" I looked at her and she looked up giving me a weak smile.
"I guess silence means yes right? Take a shower. Wear something nice. I'll pick you up in an hour" Dinirecho ko na para di na ulit siya makapagsalita. I can see how shocked she was kaya tumayo nako at kinuha yung coffee mug ko then I left.
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