Why Love When Its Hopeless?

Chapter 1.

~~Shelby's POV~~

As I woke up on a bright Saturday morning, I was getting a skype call from Kirestin. A smile formed on my face when I reached for my laptop and sat it on my lap and quickly straightened out my hair as best as I could. I answered the call and saw her pop up on the screen.

"Hey! Did I wake you?" She asked straightening up on her bed.

"Yea you did actually." I said lightly laughing.

"Oh.. I really don't care" she said laughing. I always know that she is joking with me.

"Yeah, I know. So how's college?" I asked looking around her room from the square she was in on my computer screen.

"Its school, so I don't know really like it that much but, you know I promised mom." she said sighing.

"Yea I know. She is off at work again. Who knows when she is going to be back." I said rolling my eyes.

"It's ok Shelby, she is just trying to get enough money. I know she has been working hard." She said reassuring me.

"Yea I know, just really hope she is coming home for my birthday tomorrow ." I said looking down and fumbling with my fingers, which in knew she couldn't see.

"Hey, don't worry she will, I know she will. She hasn't missed neither one of our birthdays and she wouldn't stop now. Trust me." She said looking at me through the computer. I sighed and looked back up to her with small tears in my eyes. She noticed and a small frown came upon her face. "Hey, don't you be crying, she will make it. I know it." She said in her comforting tone.

"Ok." I said sniffling and wiping off my tears in my eyes.

"Ok now, I have to go to bed so I will call you tomorrow." She said looking over at her wall clock.

"Ok, good night sis, I love you." I said.

"Love you too, have a nice day and don't talk to strangers." she said smiling at the end.

"K bye." I said giggling right before she hung up the call. I closed my laptop and put it off to the side. I stretched my arms and uncovered my legs and got out off bed. I groaned and walked over to my bathroom that was connected to my room.

I took off my pj's and ran the shower water. I stepped in and ran the water over my hair, and grabbed the shampoo bottle and squirted some and rubbed it in with my hair, and rinsed. I did the same with the conditioner. I washed my body and turned off the water. I wrapped myself in a towel as the cold air hit my bare body. I stepped out of the bathroom and went to my dresser and pulled out a bra and panties. I put them on and walked over to my closet. I grabbed a pair of jeans and a white floral top.

I went down stairs and grabbed a bowl and a spoon. I opened the refrigerator and grabbed the milk, and went to the pantry to get some Captain Crunch. I put them together, and started eating. I suddenly heard a ring come from my phone upstairs.

I took one last bite and put the bowl in the sink. I ran upstairs and took my iPhone off the desk top. I had a twitter notification. Justin tweeted. I instantly got butterflies in my stomach. I slid the bar and typed in my password. Justin's profile popped up, he tweeted,

"Love you, beautiful Beliebers. Lots of love."

I blushed and favorited the tweet and replied,

"Love you Justin, Lots of love to you too!"

I tweeted it and got on instagram and posted a selfie, and said

"Love you @/justinbieber You make this smile appear on my face everyday." and posted it. I put my phone away and watched the news, to waste time before watching, The Ellen DeGeneres Show in a hour.