Why Love When Its Hopeless?

Chapter 29

~Justin's POV~

I can't believe I just did that. I have always wanted to kiss Shelly. I never thought it would turn up like this. I can tell I really hurt her. I would have never done it if I knew she would hurt from it. I could still feeling the tingle on my lips from the kiss. I felt something that I haven't felt before, not even when I kissed Selena. With Selena I felt nothing like that.

I was still standing outside on the sidewalk. The taxi she was in, is long gone. She is probably already back at the hotel. I took out my phone and dialed my mom's number. She would hopefully talk to Shelly. I have to know what she is thinking and if she is okay. I don't want her to leave because of something I did. My thoughts were interrupted by the sound of my moms voice.

Mom: Hello?

Me: Hey mom. I did something. And I don't know what to do. 

Mom: What did you do sweetie?

Me: I kissed Shelby

Mom: Oh honey! I knew you liked her!

Me: But mom, she ran off. She took a cab, and I'm pretty sure she went to the hotel. I can tell that the kiss hurt her. Could you please talk to her? I don't want to hurt her.

Mom: Of course sweetie. Just give the girl some space. I will talk to her, and I will call you when or if she wants to see you.

Me: Okay, thanks mom. She means a lot to me. I don't want to see her get hurt.

Mom: I know honey, I will try my best. Now, what about Selena?

Me: I think I have to end it, mom. I'm not happy when I'm with her. But when I'm with Shelby...I don't know...

Mom: It's not healthy to be in a relationship you're unhappy in, Justin. Do what you think you think is right for you, but always keep other people's feeling in mind, honey. 

Me: Thank you, mom. I love you. 

Mom: I love you too, sweetie. Be careful. 

~END OF CONVO~

I hung up the phone and shoved it back into my pocket. I decided to go back inside before someone notices me. So I walked into the building and and found my dressing room. I walked in to see Selena making out with some crew guy. I almost thought my heart was going to shatter.

Selena must have heard the door open, so she pulled away with the look of surprise.

"J-Justin. Hey baby." She stuttered, stepping away from the guy. She wiped away her lipstick which was smeared on her face and began to walk to me.

"Don't come near me. And don't call me baby, because we are done." I said, with hurt and disgust in my voice. I began to walk backwards out of the room.

"But Justin, I can explain!" She shouted still coming towards me. She sounded and looked as if she were going to cry. But honestly I don't care anymore.

"What is there to explain!? I caught you making out with another guy! Don't talk to me. Don't text me. Don't call me. Leave and never come back. We are done!" I yelled, pointing out the door way. She sighed, looked down and began to walk out.

"And take him with you." I said, while they both walked out. When they left I slammed the door, and plopped on the couch. I laid my head in my hands. I was heartbroken. I hadn't noticed I was crying until my phone went off and I wiped my face. It was a text from my mom.

"You need to come and talk to her."

I hope that this turns out okay. My day can't get any more worse.