Why Love When Its Hopeless?

Chapter 19.

~Shelby's POV~

We finally reached the arena, and there were fans and paps everywhere. We kept driving to go around back, and into a garage. We pulled in, the door closing behind the van. Once the van came to a stop, the door beside Justin opened. Justin unbuckled his seat belt, and climbed out of the van, while I unbuckled my seat belt.

Once Justin got out of the van, he turned around and held out his hand to help me down. I smiled, and grabbed onto his hand. I stepped out of the van and I expected Justin to let go of my hand, but he didn't. I looked up at him, but he was just looking ahead smiling. I smiled, rolling my eyes. What is he doing? Hell, I'm not gonna complain. Justin started leading me somewhere, and I just followed. It was silent though, it was awkward yet comfortable. I think Justin noticed, so he stopped and looked at me with a grin. I stopped as well looking back at him.

"What?" I asked, turning towards him. Justin stepped  in front of me, bending his knees a little. He turned his head to look back at me.

"Hop on." He said, his arms reaching backwards towards me, ready to catch my legs.

"Are you sure? I don't want you to get in trouble." I said unsure if it was okay. Justin just scoffed, and rolled his eyes.

"C'mon, it's fine." He urged. I sighed, caving in

"Okay, but if I break your back, it's your fault." I said, lightly hopping onto Justin's back.

"Your not heavy at all Shelly." Justin said as he got comfortable, as I wrapped my arms around his left shoulder and neck, and my legs wrapped tightly around his waist.

I'm always so insure about my weight, and my chubbiness. I'm the kind of girl, who is skinny, yet I have meat on me, as in I am a little above average. I can be chubby, yet skinny. I have tried to loose weight, but I always failed. So I try to eat as less as I can. There is a secret that only my mom and Kierstin knows about. I have hypothyroidism. So it's pretty much a condition where I eat and gain more weight than normal people. The symptoms are horrible. My hair is always falling out. I gain weight when it's not normal. Of course, my depression really takes over. And sometimes, but not very often, flaky skin. It's a terrible thing to have. I plan to keep this to myself. There;s no way, I want Justin to know about my horrible condition.

Anyway, Justin came to a stop and bent down. I let go of my grip on him and watched as Justin ran to the left and disappeared. What the hell? He didn't say anything, so I just followed. But before I could even take 3 steps, Justin comes speeding over to me in his segway. He came to a complete stop in front of me, causing me to take a step back. He chuckled, making me smile. He looked down at me, "Hop on." He said, nudging his head.

I raised my eyebrows, as to say 'Your kidding right?' He just chuckled shaking his hand, gesturing once more with a nudge of his head. I sighed, and walked up to the segway. Justin stepped off, and out stretched his arm towards the segway, bowing.

"Right this way, ma'am" Justin said in a cheesy and horrible British accent, causing me to giggle. I curtsied,

"Why thank you, kind sir!" I said in a failed British accent, causing me and Justin to burst out into laughter.

I stepped on, making sure there was enough room for both of us, and grabbed onto the bars to keep it balanced. I turned my head to see Justin getting on. He placed his feet out beside mine, and grabbed onto the bars, gently placing his hands on top of mine. Sparks flew, everywhere. Justin pressed his body to mine, making me blush. His face was right beside mine, looking at me. I looked down to the right to see him smirking,

"You ready?" He whispered in my ear, making shivers to run down my spine. I was lost for words so I just nodded. "Okay. Here we go!" Justin said, zooming off down the hallway. A loud giggle escaped my lips, as Justin turned the segway to the right into another hallway. We kept zooming down different hallways, when we came to a complete stop at a door with Justin's name on the side. Justin turned off the segway, and put the breaks on.