Never the Same...

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How could Liam just be standing there without me knowing?

I made a step towards where he was but he booked it up the stairs. I stopped and Hunter was watching me, he had a "oh crap" look on his face.

I groaned and collasped onto the ground in defeat.

"Oh don't be so dramatic." He laughed and helped me back up.

I looked at the clock, it was almost eleven so I thought about going to bed. I hugged him and we decided to go up to bed.

"Come on Raindrop. Let's go to bed." He grabbed my hand and led me to the stairs. I have a headache from thinking about Harry, Louis, Zayn, and now Liam over hearing me. What am I going to do?! I didn't notice but I was staring off into space and Hunter was staring at me.

"That's it," He huffed and grabbed my waist. He carried me under his arm and went up the stairs.

I was laughing and he kept hitting me against the wall or random tables. 

Harry popped out of his room as we got to ours. "What's going on out here?" He was only wearing low sweats. His v-lines were brain stopping.

"Oh, she was reluctant to go to bed so I decided to make her." He didnt put me down, and readjusted so that I was in a tighter grip. I started squirming and Harry took a step forward.

"Dude, put her down. She's squirming." He grabbed my elbows and helped prop me up on my feet.

"Thanks lad. We should all go to bed. Its past eleven." I walked into my room and Hunter made a Batman whooshing noise and darted into his. I was laughing and then I went to my suitcase to find pajamas.

"Hey Rain, can I talk to you?" Harry crept into my room. He walked in and stood right next to me.

"Ummm I don't know, I'm really tired. We can talk tomorrow." I nodded towards him and he took a step towards me and I was looking up at him.

"Rain," He started.

I looked at him, swallowed hard, and shook my head no. 

"Harry, go to bed." I gently pushed him away and he staggered towards the door.

"I just, please, come have breakfast with me tomorrow. I won't take no for an answer." He was cheekily smirking at me.

"Fine, I'll be ready and downstairs by eight. Now get out." I threw a pillow and he was gone.

What am I going to do? I am freaking out right now and I really just need to get out of my head.

I just need to have a moment. I want everything to go back to the way that it was. I can't do this anymore, this wasn't the way I wanted things to work out in life. Everything just took nine steps back.

I miss my mom, I really miss my dad, and I wish I never came to London.

I've been laying in bed for a few hours and I have been crying and thinking alot.

I stand up and walk over to my purse. I pulled out my phone and I search through my contacts as I walk back to my bed. I crawl under the covers and I call my mom's number. 

"Hey this Felicity, sorry I couldn't come to the phone right now. Please leave me your name and number and I'll call you as soon as possible."

I wiped my eyes and pressed redial.

"Hey this Felicity, sorry I couldn't come to the phone right now. Please leave me your name and number and I'll call you as soon as possible."

"Hey this Felicity, sorry I couldn't come to the phone right now. Please leave me your name and number and I'll call you as soon as possible."

I fell asleep to my mothers voice. It's what I needed. I miss her so much it hurts my insides.

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I woke up to birds outside my window. It was peaceful and sweet. Then I felt an arm on my waist. My breath hitched, who the freak was in my bed. I turned over and Zayn was laying there.

I sat up and thumped his forehead.

"Oi! What the hell?!" He sat up rubbing his forehead, he glared at me then softened his look.

"What are you doing in my bed!" I started off slow and sped up to a yell.

He jumped a little. He rubbed the back of his neck and I notice he wasn't wearing a shirt, but he had long sweats on. I glared hard at the boy.

"Well, I went to the bathroom last night, and I walked passed your room and I heard your phone. So I came in to check on you and your phone was ringing." He looked really uncomfortable.

"What happened?" I questioned.

It took him a second but he finally looked at me, "Someone called you from your mothers' number. I knew it couldn't possibly be her so I went to turn it off. Your face was tear stained and I realized that you had redialed her number over twenty times." He gave me a lopsided, pity grin.

"Zayn-" I covered my mouth with my hands.

"No, you really don't have to. I stayed with you because I thought that it would be sad in the morning and I didn't want you to wake up alone. Especially if you were dreaming about...them." He looked really sad.

"Please don't tell anyone. It's just, I really miss them and I don't want to come off as dramatic." I rubbed my eyes hard and looked at the clock. It was seven thirty.

"Oh crap!" I shot out of bed and ran to the bathroom for a shower.

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*SEVEN FIFTY*

I came out of my room in rolled up jeans and a long sleeved, oversized white sweater.

I slipped on my knit bobs and ran downstairs. Zayn was standing in the kitchen still with no shirt, but next to a similarly dressed Louis.

I walked up to them and made my presence known.

"Morning babe!" Louis kissed my cheek and I blushed a little. 

I walked up to Zayn and hugged him. "Thank you Zayn. I really appreciate what you did for me." He smiled politely and kissed my cheek like Louis just did.

Harry came down the stairs in a blazer and skinny jeans.

"Shall we?" HE smiled at me, and we walked to the door.

"I put pepper spray in your purse!" Hunter screams.

I smile and we get into the elevator for a....is this a date?!?!?!?!?!