Her smile could light up any dark room, and any broken person could feel whole again with her. And I was as broken as they come.
Her eyes were a 'one of a kind' color blue, and sparkled even when there was not light to reflect.
When she laughed, you couldn't help but smile or even laugh yourself. And when she cried, you couldn't help but feel her sadness. Or in some cases cry with her.
She witnessed so much tragedy in her life-- too much tragedy. Losing almost everyone she loved, and going through things that most people would need time to get through. But she didn't have time to sit and think, she had to live in the now and keep going. But she had a strength I respected, a strength I envied.
When she touched me, even if it was the smallest feel of my hand, fireworks erupted in me. That's how she made me feel. Staring at her, holding her close to me was the best feeling in the world. It made me feel like I could keep her safe from any possible harm. I only wish that that feeling was real.
When she said my name- my real name- it just felt right. I didn't need to go by my nickname when I was around her, there was no hiding. No shame, no secrets.
The last night we spent together, I wouldn't trade for anything in the world. The only thing I'd ever wish for in her final hours would've been to see her one last time. Kiss her one last time, hold her in my arms just one last time.
"I love you. I'll see you soon." Were the last words I said to her, I let her know my never ending love for her. And I let her know that I'd see her again, that we'd never be apart.
In my heart... I know I'll see her again one day. But the selfish side of me and the pain I'm feeling... just makes me want to see her now.
Kiss her. Hold her. See her smile. Hear her laugh. Feel her touch... just one more time.
Maybe I'm just thinking out loud, but at least she'll know how much she's missed. How much she's loved and how much I want her back.
A/N: Sad and Short one... Sorry!! All mine are depressing lol. I'll try to write a happy one next. :) Hope you like it!
