Chapter eighteen

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Hindi ko alam kung paano kami humantong sa iisang kama na magkatabi. Nakayakap ito sa akin habang ako ay nakatulala lang sa kawalan.

Narito kami sa kwarto niya nakahiga,kung lilingon ako sa kanan ko ay makikita ko ang picture naming dalawa noong college kami at ang baby picture ng mga bata. Kung lilingon naman ako sa kaliwa ko ay ang katawan naman ni Jefferson ang sasalubong sa akin sa sobrang dikit namin sa isa't isa.

"Jeff!"

"Hmm?" Nakiliti ako ng maramdaman ko ang hininga nito sa may sintido ko.

"Bakit?"

"Hmm?" Napabuntong hininga na ako.

"May galit ka ba sa akin? at ipinapaalala mo pa ang mga nangyari dito sa bahay na ito sa pagdala sa amin dito"

Kanina halos hindi ko maramdaman ang kahit na ano. Parang tumigil ang pag inog ng mundo ko. Bawat detalye kung paano ako nakarating sa bahay na ito at kung ano ang nangyari noon ay bumalik sa aking isipan. Para lang akong nanonood ng palabas sa tv na paulit ulit na nagrereplay sa aking isipan.

Sabi niya mahal niya ako,pero bakit dinala niya ako sa lugar kung saan may hindi magandang nangyari? Bago pa lang ako naliliwanagan sa mga nangyari noon. Sana hindi niya ako binigla sa pagdala niya sa akin dito,dahil biglang bumigat ang pakiramdam ko.

Pumikit ako ng maramdaman ko ang paghalik nito sa pisngi ko. Rinig ko ang marahan nitong pagbuntong hininga.

"I only love you,no any other feelings,no any others reasons,and im sorry for gaking you back here,I don't have a choice but to bring you here,my town house is under renovation,alam kong hindi magiging maganda ang kalalabasan ng pagdala ko sa inyo dito para sayo dahil sa nangyari sa atin noon,pero naisip ko na baka sa pagdadala ko sa inyo dito ay mawala ang takot mo,nagbabakasakali na sana malampasan mo ang mga takot na umusbong dyan sa puso ng dahil sa akin,gusto ko rin sanang kasama ako simula ngayon sa mga pagdadaanan mo kasama ang ating mga anak" I move to look at him. His pleading eyes met mine.

"I know sinabi mong hindi dapat tayo magmadali,but heck Miranda! You know I can't do that,I'm not gonna sit around and wait until you are ready to accept me in your life without doing anything,kaya sa ayaw at sa gusto mo I'll stick around like I used to do,even if you accepted me in your life,I'll still be by your side,this time mas matatag na ako at mas kaya na kitang panindigan,kayo ng mga anak natin"

Bumuhos ang mga luhang kanina lang ay nagbabanta ng kumawala. Mahal ko siya at pakiramdam ko ay mas lalo ko lang siyang minamahal pa.

Nag iba ito ng posisyon,pumaibabaw ito sa akin na naging sanhi ng pagkagulat ko.

"W..what are you doing?"

Ngimisi ito bago maingat na hinaplos ang aking mukha.

"Napaka ganda mo,alam mo ba yon? Pero alam ko,itatanggi mo yon,don't wonder why I get crazy over you,dahil alam mo ba na sa simpleng sulyap mo lang,minahal na kita,iyong mga kilay mo na nagsasalubong sa tuwing naiirita ka dahil nakita mo na naman ako,iyong kasungitan mo sa tuwing niyaya kitang lumabas pero ang totoo mas gusto mo pala iyong dinadaan ka pa sa dahas.."

Natawa ito ng itulak ko ng bahagya.

"Ang kapal mo! Umayos ka nga"

"It's true,mas gusto mo na dinadaan ka sa dahas bago ka bumigay..aww" kurot ko sa tagiliran nito,pero nahuli nito ang mga kamay ko at dinala sa ulunan ko na magkahugpong na hawak ng isa nitong kamay.

"Gago ka! Paano pa ako makakatanggi kung sapilitan mo na akong isinasama sayo? Tapos mang bablackmail ka pa kapag hindi mo ako napapayag sa gusto mo"

Imbes na sagutin ang mga paratang ko sa kanya ay iba ang sinabi nito na nakapagpakaba sa akin ng husto.

"I missed you,and I always dreamed a hundreds of times how I would divulge your inner self,how I would make you feel by my touch" namumungay ang mga mata nitong nakatitig sa akin.

"I wanted to change the bad memories you had with me,I wanted to make you feel good with me,when I'm around,because from now on I'll be around"

He caress my face like I was the most fragile thing in the world that needed to be carefully touch. I slowly close my eyes when his lips touch mine. My mouth open slightly,I felt him,nibbling my bottom lip. Then he start to claim me fully,it suffocate me that my mind felt numb.

His kisses move to my forehead,my eyes,my lips once more then down to my neck.

"I need you" he whisper.

"Ye...s" he took my lips again.

His kiss is getting wild,he pulls away. His eyes looking into mine,the usual amber,it's dark now,dilated,fire is screaming in his eyes that mirrored mine too.

"Relax honey" I do what I told to do,I look at him.

"You are so beautiful" he whisper,then kiss my lips.

He undressed me,slowly,his eyes is full of passion,not taking our gaze to each other. When I'm fully naked,he undress himself,taking his time,like we have all the time in the world.

His look is so intense,like I was floating and suffocating at the same time. I'm just looking at his intensifying eyes not bothered around me. He trace his finger over my lips. Slowly and gently he trailed his finger from my ear to toes,not missing to touch the most sensitive part of my body.

I blushed,I can feel my cheeks redden. I'm enjoying the sensation he is building inside me. Only him can make me this wild and bold. Only him can make me feel with so much intensity. And only him can make me empty and whole again,only him.

Right at this moment,there's no turning back and I don't intent to. I'm already drowning with the sensation that covers around us.

It's the same,like the old days when he pursued me. His whole world revolves around me,he stands on his feelings towards me. He becomes obsessed with the object of claiming me. It is as though I'm his life.

His eyes gaze all over me as he looks at me,love. He is in love with me and I understand it completely,coz I feel the same way.

When I look at him,it's as if the whole world is peaceful and brighter. But at the same time,everything is still dimmed compared to the happiness and contentment I see within the man on top of me.

"I wanna take you now,please allow me" he desperately pleaded on me.

I nodded at him.

How can I say no to someone like him? To someone who love me for what I am regardless the thought of where I came from.

And how can I say no when I'm on the brink of ecstasy that he stirred up? I want him as much as he wants me.

"Close your eyes,just feel" he said and I did.

He travel his fingers all over me once again that took me to the brink. He stop on my abdomen and slowly move his fingers down on my private part. He pressed his fingers inside me,my head fell back,I screamed,my body responded.

He softly started to tease me,the tip of his shaft is just rubbing but not entering. While his mouth covered mine with hungry kisses,my face,my neck,my collar bone,down to my breast.

I could hardly hang on,something unusual is building up inside me. I know I was going to cum.

"Jefferson please!" I yelled at him desperately pleading when he suddenly stop.

He reached his limit,losing his self control,he balance his weight on top of me as he enter me.


"I love you Miranda!"






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And I died!

Nosebleed alert!!!

I'm not good at writing BS po, kaya po sana pagpasensyahan niyo na kung ganito lang ang nakayanan ko.

Namiss ko tuloy ang batman of my life.

I miss you so much babe!

My only treasureTahanan ng mga kuwento. Tumuklas ngayon