Just the two of us (book 2)

Chapter 57 In deep shit

Fuck fuck fuck!! I'm gonna die, he's gonna kill me!
James presses me against the wall as he has one hand over my mouth and the other hand around my throat with my back against his chest. I can't fucking breathe! I try to escape his grip but he's way too strong and no matter how hard I hit him then he doesn't let go.
"You have a choice Amelia; either you be a good girl not to scream and not trying to escape as I let you go or else I'm just gonna choke you till' you pass out." He says. Right now I'm 16 year old Amelia, I'm so scared and right now I'm convinced that he's gonna kill me. I know how angry he is because he blames me for the fact that Rachel left him. "Are you a good girl Amelia?" He asks sounding so disgusting that I wanna throw up! I just nod my head and he first removes his hand from my throat. "Don't even think about making a sound Amelia." He says before removing his other hand from my mouth.
"HEEEELP!!!" I scream as I begin to take a run down the stairs. James quickly catches up with me and he grabs my hair and bangs my head against the wall.

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Where am I? I open my eyes and I recognize the room I'm in, James' bedroom. I can see that it's dark outside so I know that the clock is passed 6-7pm so I've been knocked out for some while now. My head is hurting like hell for being knocked out and I'm convinced that I have an concussion. I try to move but something is around my wrists, I look up and my worst nightmare now begins, when I now find out that it's handcuffs which is around my wrists. I look down myself and I'm relieved to find out that I'm still dressed. James hasn't raped me when I was younger or anything but there's no doubt that he wanted to. He did small thinks like making me drop my pants and panties when he wanted to spank me with his belt, he turned these punishments into his own sadistic games. One time he actually caught me and Marshall having sex, so he threw Marshall out and he gave me a punishment which still hunts me deeply this day today. I was 17 so I was still underage and James threatened to go to the police while I begged him not to. James therefore forced me to strip naked because I had already put on some clothes immediately after he busted us, then I first refused to do it but he then slapped me hard and told me that I shouldn't have a problem with it since I was such a whore. After he had slapped me several of times, I then surrendered and stripped naked. I remember that I felt so humiliated, I felt exposed and disgusting because no one but Marshall should see me naked. He forced me to bend over the bed and I've never cried so much because I knew when I bend over, that he could see everything but I didn't dare to disobey him. He then began to beat me with a cane and I felt sick from the pain, he was beating me like an unstoppable monster, I screamed for him to stop but he just didn't and eventually I passed out from the pain. When I woke up on my bed, I was in so much pain that I immediately began to cry and whimper. James just sat on the chair looking at me and then he said that I shouldn't act like a whore again, because if I did then he would kill me. After that I never had sex with Marshall in this house again.
"I see that you're awake." James suddenly says and i look at him standing there in the doorway. I don't say anything because I'm so scared that I can't even speak, I just know he's gonna kill me today. James walks towards and stops right at the end of it. "You always had this need to piss me off." He then says and again I don't answer because I've never had a need to piss him off, like why would I do that when I was so scared of him? "You ruined my life Amelia. You took my wife from me, you took the only thing that made sense in my life from me."
"You didn't even treat her well." I say. Rachel has told me how abusive he has been the past few years and how drinking has become a major problem for him.
"She was the reason why we lived like shit and I had every right to be angry about that, but I still loved her even though she was the reason why we couldn't barely keep the house." He says.
"Those money were never yours or hers for that sake, it was money my dad gave me for college." I say.
"Money you wouldn't have wanted if you knew." James says. I'm actually beginning to think that maybe I would have taken the money just to get away from James.
"It was a ticket to get away from you so trust me, I would." I hiss.
"You've always been such a smart mouth." He chuckles in sarcasm. I don't say anything because I know he's very close to become angry and I don't wanna make him angry, I'm laying tied to a bed so I'm thinking wisely right now. "You're not too old to receive one of your old punishments, actually now that I'm not married man anymore then I can punish you in some other ways." He smirks. I know exactly what he refers to and I have a lump in my throat because I know that there's no one to safe me, I know that it doesn't take much for him to punish me and I know he brought me here for a reason.
"You're sick." I hiss.
"Oh Amelia.. You have no idea." He smirks being the fucking creep he is. He walks to the side of the bed and looks down at me for awhile before he speaks again. "Where does Rachel live now?" He asks me and there's no way in hell I'm gonna answer that question. I know that Rachel doesn't want him to know because she's so scared of him and I know I'm gonna get in trouble for saying what I'm about to say now.
"That's non of your fucking business." I hiss. Just like that he reach above the bed with his legs and kicks me in the upper ribs with his hard boots making me scream out in pain. I swear I could hear one of the ribs crack and I can't believe that I'm saying this, but I would rather being beaten with the belt right now than going through this pain. "If you think that hurt then try to use that tone towards me again." He warns me. I can't even say anything because I cry so much from the pain, but I'd rather take the pain than give James any kind of information, Rachel is the only family I have left so I would die to protect her.
"An address Amelia." He says leaning his food against the spot where he just kicked me which makes me whimper in pain.
"You can't force her to be with you." I cry.
"An address Amelia." He repeats himself as he presses his foot a little harder against my ribs.
"Fuck you." I hiss knowing already it's a bad thing to say considering the situation I'm put in, but I would rather have him kill me then give up Rachel's safety. James moves his foot and kicks me right in the same spot again making me scream insanely loudly in pain.
"You know Amelia.. We could've been one big happy family if you hadn't came in and ruined it, you were a little bitch and you could never behave, your only mission was to anger me and I guess much haven't changed since then." He says.
"You just get pissed when you can't control every single person around you, it had nothing to do with me but about you being a controlling sadistic baster." I say. James begins to un cuff me, what the fuck? James ain't stupid so it's very strange that he un cuffs me when he knows that I'm not going down without a fight.
"You're gonna regret that you said that. Maybe I should introduce you to some of your old friends." He says. He wants to punish me! I know I said I would rather have him do that than feel the pain that I'm doing in my ribs right now, but I'm not gonna let it happen. As soon as I'm free, I kick him in the stomach as I still lay in the bed, I hope that I hit him good so I can escape, but instead he grabs my foot and twists it which makes me scream in pain.  "You fucking bitch!" He pulls me down on the floor and begins to kick me in the stomach repeatedly. When he's finally done kicking me, he grabs my hair and pulls me to my feet. "I thought you learned a long time ago that it's not a smart move to fight me." He says.
"Why don't you just kill me James? I'm not gonna give you what you want." I say.
"Killing you is too easy and I'm far from done with you yet." He says with an evil smile. "You're gonna pay for what you did." For what I did? He brought this on himself!
"I didn't do shit to you!" I yell and I spit him in the face, which makes him grab my throat immediately and push me against the wall, he hits me 4 times in the face and I know he just busted my lip.
"You're always such a smart mouth, ain't you?" He asks me and I can't answer him as he still has me grabbed around the throat and I begin to get lightheaded. "Maybe you wouldn't be so smart in your fucking mouth if I fucked you." I know there's horror in my eyes and unfortunately he knows me too well, he knows that it's the worst thing he could possibly do to me, I'd rather have him beat the shit out of me then have him force himself on me. "Are you gonna behave?" He asks and I nod my head. He removes his hand from my throat and I can finally breath again, my breathing is heavy from the choking and I'm trying to catch my breath as he just stands there watching me. "Has Rachel found a new man?" He now asks me and I just shake my head as I still can't speak. "I need an address Amelia." He asks me again.
"I'm not.. gonna give you.. that damn address.. James." I breathe heavily. James now grabs my hair and forces me down on the bed as he begins to rip my pants off. "NO JAMES!! PLEEASE DON'T!!" I beg him as I cry loudly because I know what he's about to do.
"I'm tired of your attitude." James says as he doesn't stop. Omg he's gonna rape me..