Just the two of us (book 2)

Chapter 101 The truth hurts

7 months later

Yes of course I went back to him and it was good for a long while and it's good when we're together which is pretty rare. I've never felt so lonely and even though I expected him to be away much then I didn't expect him rarely to call me while he is.
The rumors are the worse part because the rumors says that he likes to get with some girls. How should I know if he even did? He's so far away that I would never know and he knows damn well that his boys don't snitch. It would be easier for me to leave if I just knew that he had cheated.
Marshall comes home today and I'm actually looking forward to it, I'm looking forward to get him home because then I don't think about these things so much. My phone now rings and I see that it's Tasha so I pick up.

"Hi." I say.
"Yo boo. What's up? Is Marshall home yet?"
"No, he'll be here in 45 minutes or something."
"Okay, I gotta tell you something BUT you cannot ask me where I know it from, okay?" She's says making me really nervous now.
"Okay.."
"A long time ago you were with Marshall in LA, you were with him in the studio but then Nicole came and you went out shopping together."
"Yes, I remember." I say as it was my first time spending time with Nicole like that.
"That day Marshall fucked some blond bitch." Tasha says which makes me go quiet. Me and Marshall just started seeing each other just then and I'm very aware of which girl Tasha talks about, because it's the girl who was hitting on Marshall. "Amelia?"
"I don't know what to say." I whisper.
"You should get the fuck out of there. I've told you in a long time now that he doesn't deserve you, you're so fucking unhappy and you know he fucks other bitches."
"I can't believe him." I say.
"He's an asshole."
"He's never gonna admit that it happened." I say.
"Trust me, really trust me on this. You know that I wouldn't say this shit if I wasn't sure." She says which is the worse part. I don't doubt it's true when it's coming from Tasha's mouth. I just can't believe that our whole relationship was a lie, I can't believe that it has been going on from the very beginning.
"I know." I sigh deeply. "I wanna confront him so badly but I know that he'll never admit it."
"It doesn't matter because you know it's true."
"Yeah." I sigh deeply. "I really.. Gotta..
I really have to go because I need go get myself together before he comes home."
"Yeah.. I feel you."
"Thanks." I say and hang up.

I can't believe this is happening to me! I can't believe that I cut all contact with Kevin back then and now I'm totally fucked because he's my only option in New York. I can't believe that he was mistrusting me and put a chain around my leg when he was the one cheating all the time. I wanna kill Marshall right now for breaking my heart like this, it hurts too much and I really can't take the pain. I wish that I had never left Kevin for him when he couldn't even treat me right.
I hear Marshall walk in of the front door and usually I run into his arms but this time I sit in the kitchen and I don't move.
"Babe?" Marshall calls and I feel disgusted by him calling me that.
"In the kitchen." I say and he walks into the kitchen.
"I'm just catching a shower then I'll be right down, alright?" Marshall asks and I just nod. Marshall usually likes to take a shower when he gets home but now it makes me wonder if it's because he has to wash all the other women off him. I just sit and wait preparing myself for what to say, I don't even know what to fucking say. If I had found out just a couple of days before then I would just had packed my things and left, maybe gave him a call or something. I know for sure that he's once again gonna try to make me stay, but nothing and I mean nothing can make me stay this time.

Marshall comes back down only wearing a sweatpants, he knows my weakness for his body but all I can think about is how many women who gets to admire his body as well.
"Are you okay?" He asks me as he walks over to the fridge. I'm just about to confront him when I see marks on his back, scratch marks from long nails. This is my proof, he can't lie himself out of this one!
"What's on your back?" I ask him.
"Oh.. Me and the guys were just wrestling around. You know us." Marshall says as he takes water in the fridge.
"That's some pretty long nails the guys have." I say which makes Marshall look at me frowning.
"What are you saying?" He asks.
"I know that you're fucking other bitches Marshall." I confront him which makes him roll his eyes. "I'm not stupid and those marks on your back is a clear proof."
"You're fucking nuts. What the fuck is going on with you Amelia?" He frowns. If I didn't knew that it was true then I would've believed him because he's a really good liar.
"I know you've been cheating on me from the very beginning. I know you fucked that blond groupie the day me and Nicole went shopping together for the first time." I say and Marshall gives me a strange look and I know I hit a spot.
"Who told you that?" He asks.
"So it is true?" I ask him even though I know it's true, I just want him to be honest for once.
"Of course it isn't fucking true!" He raises his voice now. "I want to know who said that because that shit couldn't possibly come from the press."
"It doesn't matter Marshall because I know it's true, like I know those marks are from some bitch you fucked. I just wanted you to be honest." I say.
"I'm not cheating on you!" He yells and his voice hits a high note in frustration.
"I know it's true Marshall so no matter what you say then I won't believe you!" I yell now.
"We've known each other since you were 16, you should fucking know me!" Marshall yells.
"No it's scary how little I know you anymore." I say and walk out of the kitchen but I hear Marshall follow me.
"Are you leaving me?" He asks behind me.
"Of course I'm leaving you." I say.
"Amelia, can we talk about it?" He asks. I know that he wants to manipulate me into staying but it's not gonna happen this time.
"No." I say but he grabs my arm and spins me around.
"You are aware that you're about to fuck up our relationship over nothing, right?" He asks and I try to get out of his grip but he won't let go.
"Marshall I know it happened." I say.
"How can you be so sure, huh?" He asks.
"Why can't you just be honest once? I'm leaving you no matter what so why not just be honest?" I ask.
"I refuse to admit something I haven't done." He laughs now in a sarcastic tone.
"You're unbelievable Marshall." I roll my eyes and once again I try to get out of his grip. I'm about to explode if he doesn't let go of me. "Marshall let go of me."
"No you need.." He only gets to say before I slap him. I have so much anger towards him and I can't have him this close to me. Marshall pins me against the wall now with all his force.
"You want the truth?" He hisses. "Yeah I fucked that blonde bitch back then and I also fucked a fucking stripper last night, I fucked that bitch real fucking good." He begins to laugh now and continues. "Obvious you can tell since she fucking marked my back." I try once again to get out of his grip which makes him use more force to hold me.
"Let go of me." I cry now.
"No, you need to listen now because you wanted the fucking truth." He hisses. "I'm just a fucking man and I fucking treat you like a queen when I'm home, I'm taking care of you and I give you every fucking thing that you want Amelia! I fuck a few bitches on my way because that what we do on tours. I only have one life and I live it the fullest but that doesn't change the fact that I love you. But you have to be an ungrateful bitch all the fucking time, you've turned into Kim and that makes it even easier to cheat on you." His words makes me cry even more because he's so cruel. I've not turned into Kim because I've known about his addiction for awhile now and I let him do him, I don't say anything because he's a grown man and I can't control him, but I can't shut up about his cheating because that I can't live with.
"The worse thing is that you think it's okay what you do." I cry. "If you wanted to live your life and fuck random bitches then you should have told me, I wouldn't be in your way then."
"I want both and that's what you don't get." He says.
"Will you.. Will you please let go of me?" I cry and Marshall takes a deep breath before he lets me go. I walk upstairs and pack my things while I cry my heart out, it hurts that it's over for real this time. It hurts that our whole relationship has been a lie and it hurts that I could've been happily married without putting myself through this pain. It's scary that I have nothing left; Rachel and me aren't speaking, I cut all contact with Kevin and Melissa and me haven't spoken in a very long time. All
I have left is here in Detroit but I can't stay here because everything reminds me too much of Marshall.
"I'm sorry." Marshall suddenly says from the doorway as I stand in the bedroom packing.
"It doesn't change anything." I say as I have my back to him.
"I know, I just wanna apologize for the way everything came out downstairs. I've never wanted to hurt you and still it's all I do." Marshall says.
"Yeah." I just say.
"Where are you gonna go?" Marshall asks.
"First I'm gonna stay with Tasha and Lukas." I say.
"And then what?" He asks.
"Then I might go back to New York." I admit.
"Just take the car and call if you need any money for anything then I'll happily give it to you." He says.
"I don't want anything from you." I say. I don't want anything that reminds me of him and I don't want his money, I can take care of myself.
"I love you Amelia but apparently I have too much shit going on. I'm an asshole and you deserve way better than me." He says. Weirdly enough I just want him to hug me because I really love him and he's been my shoulder to cry on. But at the same time I feel so disgusted by him and I will never let him touch me. "It doesn't change the fact that you're the girl of my dreams and that you're everything that I want."
"Our whole relationship has been a lie." I say.
"No everything that I've said that I feel about is true." He says.
"Will you just leave me alone now?" I ask and I hear walk down the hallway.

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