Just the two of us (book 2)

Chapter 50 8 mile

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We've such a fun trip to Detroit and even though it all still gets to me, then I'm really glad that I agreed to go with him, Rachel was right; this is good for us, Marshall was right; he can't fix it when we're away from each other and I can already feel that he's fixing everything.

We walk into the door in his home and Marshall is carrying my suitcase, I take off my jacket as I turn around to look at him.
"Do you wanna go upstairs and unpack right away?" He asks.
"Yes." I say and Marshall walks upstairs with me right behind.
"There's some empty shelves for you here." He says and point at 5 empty shelves.
"Thank you." I say smiling as I begin to unpack.
"What do you wanna do today?" He asks after a few moments of silence.
"Honestly I just wanna relax." I say as I lay some more clothes on the shelve.
"Alright." He says. When I'm done unpacking I give him a light kiss on the lips, but when I pull away he grabs my ass and pulls me in for a much deeper kiss, it's fine until I can feel what his intentions are.
"No." I say as I pull away.
"What do you mean with no?" He asks me.
"We're not gonna have sex." I say.
"What? Why?"
"Because you need to fix things first." I say. Trust me, I really wanna have sex with him but he needs to understand that he really hurt me this time, so I refuse to have sex with him before he's done another interview.
"Trust me baby, I can fix you." He says seductively.
"Marshall." I say in a serious tone as I pull away from him.
"Baby.. Come on.. You can't do this to me, I've got fucking blue balls man." He practically begs.
"Am I suppose to feel sorry for you now?" I ask him.
"Baby come on. What do you want? I'll do everything." He begs.
"I want you to do another interview." I say.
"I already told you that Imma do that."
"After you've done it then I'm gonna give it up." I say and his eyes widens.
"Are you aware of how long it can take to put up an interview?" He asks.
"Then you better hurry up." I say as I leave the bedroom and walking towards the staircase.
"Amelia, the girls are gonna be here tomorrow man." He sighs. Tomorrow?! I turn around and look at him, I'm halfway down and Marshall is walking right behind me.
"Tomorrow?" I ask him. "Why haven't you told me that they're gonna be here tomorrow?!"
"Because I know you wouldn't had gone with me then. They always come to visit the day after I arrive. They're gonna be here for 4 days, then they're going back to Kim for 2 days and then they're gonna come back here for 4 days." He tells me.
"You're such an idiot sometimes." I growl as I begin to walk down the stairs again.
"I know baby but it's gonna be fine, they're gonna love you." He says and I just keep walking out towards the living room. Suddenly I feel Marshall arms around my waist and he pulls me back to his chest. "I'm sorry I didn't tell you but all this with you going with me just happened so fast."
"Have you told Kim?" I ask him.
"Not yet. I'm gonna call her tonight." He says.
"She ain't gonna approve it, you know that, right?" I say.
"She has nothing to say in this." He states and I just nod my head. He begins to kiss my neck softly as he intertwines our fingers. "Are we cool?" He asks me in a low voice.
"Yes." I say as I give him more access to my neck and he keeps kissing my neck softly.
"I love you." He mumble against my neck.
"I love you too." I whisper.
"What do you wanna do?" He then asks me.
"Hmm.. I actually really wanna see that movie 8 mile." I say and Marshall begins to chuckle behind me. "What?" I ask a little embarrassed.
"You wanna see a movie about a story you know all about?" He asks.
"I don't know all about it, I haven't been in your life for the past 8 years."
"Alright.. We can watch it if you want." He says and I turn around to look at him.
"Do you mind?" I ask him suddenly getting a little insecure about it. Maybe he just doesn't want us to do that kind of stuff when he's at home, maybe it irritates him that I want to see a movie about him with him.
"No baby, really.. It's fine." He says smiling. "I can see why you wanna see it." He says and kisses my forehead.
"Are you sure?" I ask him.
"Baby it's fine." He chuckles and kisses me. "Why do you think that I'm not okay with it?"
"I just thought that maybe you would like to separate things." I admit.
"Yeah of course but if you wanna se that movie then I don't mind, actually now that you haven't seen it then it's gonna be dope to watch it with you." He says. He has the nicest way to say things sometimes and I just wish that this was the side of Marshall that I see all the time. I shouldn't complain because it's actually that Marshall I see the most, but I just wish it was the same Marshall he shows when he looses his temper, it would stop him for doing many stupid things. We walk into the living room and I just sit myself down on the couch as he places the DVD in the DVD player, he then lays down on the couch and pulls me down with my back against his chest to cuddle with him. I could lay like this forever, I wish I could just stop the time and just lay here with him, I feel so safe, I feel so loved.
"Uh.. That's Brittany Murphy!" I say excited as she shows up on the screen. I really like Brittany Murphy, she's a great actor and a great person, she's been at the club a few times. "She's so nice." I then say.
"You've met her?" Marshall asks me.
"She's been at the club a few times." I say. We continue to watch the movie and we get to the scene, where Marshall is rapping in the circle at the old theater. "Oh I miss the old theater." I giggle.
"Yeah me too man." Marshall says.
"I would like to go there again." I say.
"You should."
"I just wish you could go with me." I sigh.
"Someday maybe, but we just can't before the press knows about us." He says which I completely understand.
It's funny how many things I recognize in the movie and how many things that has happened since I left, I keep asking Marshall a lot of question and he explains it to me. Then the scene comes where Jimmy and Alex have sex.
"Wasn't it awkward?" I then ask him. It must be awkward to pretend to have sex with some actor you aren't involved with.
"Nah.. Not really." He says. It's strange because he gives me such a short answer, every time I've asked a question it always follows with some explanation or some funny fact behind the scenes.
"I would find it strange to pretend to have sex with someone I barely know." I say.
"Well.. That's just something you have to do as an actor." He gives me a short answer again.
"Did you ever feel the need to have sex with her, like for real?" I then ask him.
"That's a fucked up question." He just chuckles.
"If you had sex with her, you can just say it." I say. I don't get why he would try to hide it for me, if anything has between them.
"Why would you think that?" He asks.
"Because it seems like you don't wanna talk about it." I say.
"Well there's not that much to talk about." He says.
"Did you have sex with her?" I ask him directly now because I know he won't say it unless I do ask him directly.
"Yeah. Why is it so important for you to know?" He sighs.
"I just think it's weird you didn't just say it. Do you think I would get angry or something like that?" I ask him.
"I just know how bitches can me." He says annoyed.
"You know I'm not like that." I say now as I turn around to look at him. "I would find it more strange if you hadn't fucked her, I mean.. Brittany is fucking hot." I say smiling which makes him smile.
"Are you aware of how amazing you are?" He asks and kisses me.
"Tell me." I say against his lips.
"I wished that you never had left Detroit, so I hadn't gone through that shit with Kim." He says as he looks deep into my eyes. I believe in destiny and that everything happens for a reason, besides Marshall wouldn't have had his girls if it wasn't for Kim.
"Everything happens for a reason baby. Maybe we wouldn't have made it so that's why we had to be separated." I say smiling.
"Yeah maybe you're right. Besides even though me and Kim went through shit then it gave me something amazing." He says and I don't doubt for a second that he means his kids. "Now watch the rest of the movie babe." He says. I turn around and we watch the rest of the movie. It's actually a really good movie and I see why people were so hyped about it. I love the scenes at the shelter, it kinda takes me back to the old days and I really miss it. Even though a lot of bad things happened here in Detroit then I have a lot of good memories here. I actually miss the days in Detroit sometimes, the times where we were riding around in the cars drinking and smoking, the times we were hanging at the old theater, the nights at the shelter, the nights  where we just crashed some random party or even just the nights where we were chilling in Deshaun crib.
"What do you wanna do now?" Marshall asks me when the movie is over. I turn around and snuggle my head into his chest.
"I just wanna lay here." I mumble.
"No baby I need some fucking distraction." He chuckles and I give him a confused look not knowing what he means. "The longer I lay here with you the more it temps me to rape you."
"You're such a creep." I laugh and hit his chest.
"No I'm being fucking serious baby."
"Yeah and that's the worse part." I say and kiss him.