Unforgotten Love (Austin Mahone FanFic)

Chapter 19

"TOMORROW?!" I yelled out in shock. "I thought I would have some time to think about all this. I wasn't expecting to hear that. How in the world am I supposed to prepare mentally for this? You all know how much I've gone through and now that Austin's coming back its going to be very difficult and now he's coming tomorrow. Tomorrow. What am I going to do?"

Renee stood up and came to comfort me. "I will stay here with you after school tomorrow, my parent's wont mind. I will stay with you just incase another suprise comes our way." She evily glanced at the boys.

"Look Brooke, the guys and I will keep Austin away from you until you contact us telling you're ready to see him. We would never put you in that situation." Alex stated.

"What about during school? Tomorrow is Friday then after I will have more time to think." I asked. 

"Well we are not going into school tomorrow. We already have our work for tomorrow so we can do it over the weekend. We're going to spend the entire weekend with Austin. We'll make sure he doesn't have any contact with you until you are ready to see him." Robert stood to hug me and Alex & Zach followed.

When I was wrapped in their arms I couldn't help but cry.

"I just don't think I'm ready to see him again." I sobbed into Robert's shoulder.

"I know. It's going to be okay." Alex reassured me as he rubbed my back. Just like Austin does... well did.

As I calmed down, we all sat back down on the couches and thoroughly discussed what we were going to do. Austin was flying in tomorrow morning around 10 am when Renee and I will be in school. The boys will be with him doing whatever boys do and when 3pm comes around, when we get out of school, they will go see a movie or something. After that if I want to see him we will meet up at Alex's house, but if not they will do something at Alex's house and Renee will sleep over at mine. Then Saturday after getting some breakfast we will go to the mall. Either way we do it, I will have to eventually face Austin. 

When we looked up at the time it was already past 10:30pm and they had to drive home. I hugged and thanked everyone goodbye, locking the door behind them. Even though I really wanted Renee to spend the night, we had school tomorrow so she couldn't. She promised that she would come early in the morning to pick me up so we could have a nice breakfast before heading to school.

I made my way to my bedroom sitting on the bench near my window. I peeked out my window and saw two gleaming headlights coming into my driveway. My dad was barely coming home from work, a smile illuminated my face as I rushed to meet him at the door. I embraced him with a huge hug welcoming him into the house.

"Well it's great to see you too kiddo." He joked. I lead him to the couch, sitting beside him. I took a long deep breathe gathering my thoughts.

"Dad... Austin's coming back into town tomorrow." I said burying my face in my hands. We talked for about an hour about how I feel about this. My dad is the only one I have to depend on in these situations. I really wish my mom was here with me but my dad is amazing.

After saying everything we had to, I made my way back to my room, changing into my sleepwear. I crawled into my comfortable bed and wrapped myself up in the warm blankets. My mind wondered to all places of the earth searching for what I was going to do tomorrow. Would I be able to face Austin again? Would I be strong enough to do it?

I tossed and turned all night until I finally dozzed off to sleep. When I did I only dreamt about Austin. I dreamt about those mezmorizing hazel eyes of his. I dreamt of those plump, soft lips of his that felt like electricity on mine. I dreamt of his large yet delicate hands that cupped my face so gently that I felt weak. I dreamt of his velveity voice that made my heart melt especially when he sang.

I awoke crying, my heart hurting in so much pain. I curled up, burying my face in my knees and wepped over my broken heart because of Austin. I truly loved him so much. I knew I had to let him go because he was going to go far with his music business and he was going to forget me. He was going to find someone new and better than plain Brooke Mitchell that was his best friend from years ago. I would get caught in paparazzi and I wasn't ready for all that drama.

But I do miss him dearly. I miss his kiss on my lips. I missed the way he listened to me and cared for me. I missed it all and I missed him so much. I just have so many mixed emotions about all this. I want to have him back in my life but I am terrified for what might or might not happen. 

I'm scared. Scared of Austin. I hate him. Yet I love him.