Dare to Fly (Haikyuu x Reader Oneshot)

Nishinoya Yuu x Reader (Because I still love you)

Again, this is for Terushima's contest. 2nd entry. Angst. She/her pronoun.

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(F/n), aren't you afraid he would leave you?

I am afraid. Why?

Do you realise he stopped paying attention to you?

He does pay attention to me.

Then tell me, when was the last time he called you goddess?

Y-yesterday?

Liar. I'm your best friend. You can tell me.

You're right. Do you think he's fallen out of love with me?

I used to think he wouldn't. But look at him now. Gaga over Kiyoko-San. I think you should break up with him. I can't bear to see you hurt.

Maybe I should give him one more chance.

You gave him too many chances.

(F/n)'s conversation with her best friend rang in her head as she stared up at the ceiling. Would her life be betTer without constantly worrying about Nishinoya Yuu? Speaking of the devil, her phone beeped with a message from him.

From: Rolling Thunder
Re: Sorry again
Hey, I have practice super early tomorrow. Sorry I can't walk to school with you.

From: (cute n/n)
Re: okay
Okay. But there's something I need to tell you. Meet me when you're free.

The next day, (F/n) waited the whole day for her lover but he never showed up. "You think he doesn't love me anymore? He normally has time for me and the Interhigh is over anyways so there is no excuse not to see me," she confided with her best friend.

"That worries me the most. You did give him a chance but he chose not to see you. I think you should break up with text. Selfish I know, but you did give him a chance to meet you face-to-face right?" (Bff/n) advised. (F/n) nodded and picked up her phone.

From: (cute n/n)
Re: Sorry
I'm sorry. We should break up.

After sending the text, (F/n) felt upset but (Bff/n) gave a reassuring smile. "You'll brave through this," she comforted. (F/n) gave a painful smile and closed her bento box. She had no appetite.

"(F/n)! (F/n)!" the girl heard her name being called as she sat on a swing in an empty park facing the busy. She turned towards the source and saw Nishinoya running towards her.

"W-what do you mean by breaking up with me?" he demanded. (F/n) looked away.

"Sorry, Yuu. I don't think this is working out for us. I think it's best of we stop seeing each other," she said quietly. Nishinoya grabbed her shoulders firmly.

"Do you not love me? Is that it? After all I've done for you?" he yelled, shaking her lightly. (F/n) held back tears.

"I do love you. It's just that -" she started but was cut off.

"If you do love me, you won't break up with me. Lies! You don't love me!" he screamed. He shoved her and ran off to the busy road.

"Yuu! Be careful!" (F/n) cried, chasing after the libero. Just then, a truck came, heading towards the boy who was paralyzed with fear. "Yuu!" (F/n) shouted one last time, pushing the boy from danger and took the impact instead. The truck sent her flying to a brick wall where she crashed with a horrifying crack. Her body was bent at gruesome angles as she slid down the wall.

"(F/n)? (F/n)? Wake up! Please, wake up!" Noya crawled up to her and craddled her head. Blood dripped out from her mouth and he knew she was long gone.

The sky darkened on her funeral. (Bff/n) held back angry tears as (F/n)'s family sobbed. Noya stood at her grave, wiping away tears. (Bff/n) glared at him hatefully. She walked towards him and he spoke up, "I'm sorry-"

BAM! (Bff/n) cut him off with a punch. "You're sorry? Sorry won't bring (F/n) back, you bastard! Sorry doesn't change the fact she's dead. You killed her. How many nights had she cried because of you? How many times you stood her up and made a fool out of herself when you didn't show up for your dates? How upset she was when you paid more attention to other girls than her? You teme! How could she love someone like you? And yet you accused her of not loving you. She died heartbroken because of a selfish jerk like you. And that's all you have to say? I'm sorry?" she yelled, fully crying from anger. She repeatedly punched him until Asahi and Tanaka held her back.

"She loved you so damn much. I wished it wouldn't come to this. I thought I could trust you not to break her heart," (Bff/n) whimpered, the fight gone out.

Nishinoya looked at her (F/n)'s grave with guilt. (Bff/n) was right. He killed her because he was selfish. He deserved that attack. He was numb and broken because if his stupidity. And he knew, (F/n) still loved him to die for him.