Dare to Fly (Haikyuu x Reader Oneshot)

Nishinoya Yuu x Reader (Valentines Day Pain)

[A/n] The angst is back gaiz!!!!
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Valentines Day.

How he loved it yet...

Hated it.

"Nishinoya-senpai! I-I like you..." a pair of bright (e/c) eyes looked at him hopefully, (s/c) hands holding out a beautifully wrapped present.

That was his happiest moment.

"S-sorry, Yuu-kun... It had to come to this. On your favourite holiday..." her dull eyes held sad tears as the same hands brushed his face.

That was his saddest moment.

All of it revolved on this holiday...

Valentines Day.

"Happy Valentines Day, (F/n)-Chan... Hope you can hear me... I've got -uh- some (f/flower) and your favourite chocolates. And... And... God, I can't do this..."

Nishinoya stood at the mocking stone, gripping the bouquet of (f/flower) and a badly wrapped present.

"The guys said hi. Maybe I should start with that. They say they miss you and I really do too. I hope you're happy up there with (pet/n). I kinda miss (him/her) too. Say hi for me, will you? Tell (him/her) to continue protecting you... Hehe. What am I thinking? You don't need any protecting. You're not in this world anymore. But... I think I do. From going crazy and insane without you by my side."

Nishinoya paused. Tears streamed down his face. The wind blew silently. The field was too quiet.

"Why did you leave me? Why are you so quiet? Please... I can't stand the silence. It hurts, (F/n)-Chan... To see so many couples rubbing their love into my face. Even Tsukishima has a girlfriend, someone to love... Just so you know... Daichi just got a girlfriend today."

No answer. Nishinoya threw the (f/flowers) and the chocolates to the ground.

"You're so cruel (F/n)-Chan... Leaving me here to pick up the pieces. I hate you... I hate you!!" he screamed. Feeling guilty, he sank to his knees.

"No... I don't hate you. I hate the stupid drunk driver. I know. You'll nag me if you're here... But you're not here right?" Nishinoya gave a dry laugh.

"But you know who I really hate the most? Me... For not protecting you. For making you cry. For driving you to your death... But you still love me. Right? I still love you too. I don't want to let go. I don't want to forget you. I can't... I just can't. God, I hate Valentines Day now... but... (F/n)-Chan... I know you won't answer me but can I continue celebrating Valentines Day with you? Hehe, I'm such a masochist..."

Nishinoya gave a painful grin and arranged the (f/flowers) and chocolates neatly. "Until then... Bye. And..."

"Happy Valentines Day"