[A/N] Second part to 'My Big Brother'. I wonder why am I torturing myself like this. It's going to be short cause, it was written on the whim.
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"G-gomen... Tetsurou... I won't disturb you... Gomen..." the words repeated itself all over again in his mind. Kuroo locked himself in her room as he sobbed to himself on her small bed. The bed she hadn't used since she got fatally ill.
His mother had waited for him to return home to give him the news but he had spent the night at his girlfriend's house. She had waited so patiently like how...
Like how his little (F/n) waited for him.
Her (f/c) cat was clutched in his arms as he let the cat's fur soak up his tears. The same cat that soaked up the tears of the little Kuroo.
"Gomen, (F/n)... Gomen... Onii-chan had been so selfish. I took back what I said. You're my precious little (F/n). You're not annoying," he shouted into the thin air.
But he knew. She wouldn't hear him. She couldn't hear him. She was dead.
Dead.
Dead.
Dead.
He hated the word. He hated the very word that came from his mother's mouth. He hated that he was the one that dimmed her fight of surviving the sickness. Of all the 80% people that managed to survive the sickness... why was she the 20?
It was all because of him. His selfishness.
He blamed it on volleyball. He blamed it on his girlfriend's attention-seeking. He hated himself for feeling tied down by his sister.
He wanted nothing more than to be at her side every day. Rain, snow or sunshine. He wanted nothing more than to tell her stories of his teammates. He wanted nothing more than to see her bright smile that was brighter than his girlfriend's.
But he had been thoughtless, snappy, mean to her.
Rude, uncaring, distant.
He should have listened to his parents when they begged him to visit her. He should have made time for his little (F/n) when she had happily asked if he was visiting.
"K-Kusoi!!!!!" he screamed. His scream rang throughout the whole neighborhood. "I-I'm so sorry, (F/n)."
But he knew... (F/n) was never coming back.
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Dare to Fly (Haikyuu x Reader Oneshot)
FanfictionYeah. Very original me. But hey, still a book right? Key note: (F/n) = First name [Applies to both Male and Female] (L/n) = Last name (E/c) = Eye colour (H/c) = Hair colour (S/t) = Skin tone / (S/c) = Skin colour [May alternate]
