zalgo x reader - I still love you

Chapter 11

Readers p.o.v

He kissed me and I didn't know how to react. It felt nice but, I still wasn't sure how I felt about him and didn't want to rush into things. He pulled back and looked at me.

"Does this make you mine now?" He smiled but I didn't know what to say.

"L-Lucius, we have only been on one date.." He looked confused

"So?"

"I don't know enough about you"

"Yeah so?"

"So we would be rushing into it too fast. We need to give it time. Also you may not love me in one weeks time, you don't know how you will feel." He growled slightly then grabbed me to his body and kissed me again, stightly deeper.

Zalgos p.o.v

I was becoming frustrated. What more would I have to do to get her to love me. So I kissed her again making it deeper. After a few moments I pulled back and I looked at her.

"I love you and that's not going to change" she looked away from me and I became annoyed "what am I doing wrong?"

"Nothing"

"Then why are you being strange? Why won't you love me back?" She turned around

"How do you know that I don't love you? Just because i won't be yours?"

"Well what other reason is there!?" I was becoming angry

"Because I don't want to rush things!" Without thinking I pinned her to a wall and she looked afraid.

"Why? Why don't you want to rush things?" She looked down and tears began to form in her eyes so I let go of her and sighed.

"Y/n I-" she suddenly pushed me away and ran off.

Readers p.o.v

I pushed him away and ran. I don't even know why I ran but I did. I could hear him running after me so I ran faster.

"Y/n!" I ran faster. I didn't Like how forceful he was being and it was scaring me. I did have feelings for him, I couldn't deny it, but it was too fast and I wanted him to understand that without getting angry.

He suddenly grabbed my hand and pulled me into his body, wrapping his arms around me. I tried to push him away but gave up and let him hold me.

"Why did you run?" He asked. I looked up at him.

"You were scaring me" he looked confused

"How?" I looked confused

"What do you mean how? You were shouting at me and you pinned me to a wall"

"I only did that because I love you and I want to know why you don't love me back!" I snapped slightly

"You know what, I do love you! And I have ever since I met you, but if you are going to be this forceful on me then I won't!" He looked in shock

Zalgos p.o.v

I was so confused. How did humans work? Was I doing things wrong? Is this not how love worked? And if she loved me why wouldn't she be mine?

"You do love me?" She nodded

"Yes.." i was even more confused

"Then why won't you be mine?"

"Lucius...that's not how things work"

I looked down "can you at least give me a chance? She went silent for a moment but then sighed

"Okay"