New School, New Rules

The Bad Boy Really Did That For Me?

I had been crying for about half an hour straight when Lexi, Noah, Ant and Poppy all come bounding in to the room, holding things like everything, flowers and chocolates. Even with my love for chocolate I couldn't grin at what they were holding.

I would only grin if Xavier walked through the door right now.

“Hey hunny” Poppy gave me a small smile as he wrapped her arms around me, they all placed there gifts on top of the cupboard at the end of my bed.

When had that gotten there?

Sitting up slightly I gave the guys a small smile, each of them stepping forwards and wrapping their arms around me. I missed this if I was honest. Hugging them back I could feel myself getting used to the feeling.

But there was still the aching pain of Xavier not being here.

“Wheres bad boy then?” Lexi joked smirking down at me from where she was stood next to my bed. I couldnt help but let the tears fill my eyes. Which made Lexi panic.

Poppy wrapped her arms around me

“What happened hun?” she question, I could see Noah and Ant looking between eachother, ready too beat up Xavier.

“Someone has told Xavier that he's not aloud to be anywhere near me no more. Poppy I think it's my mum, she never liked Xavier but I don't want him to go..... I love the stupid boy Popp” I cried in to her shoulder.

The look she gave me was one crossed with shock and excitement.

“Your mum would actually tell him to stay away from you?” Lexi gasped. Nodding my head I thought about the time my mum told me I couldn't go out with one of the boys back in England, and when I went behind her back she grounded me for 2 months.

“My mums a spiteful bitch” I spat, pulling the blanket up over my head. I was going to mope, speak of the devil and she shall appear, along with daddy dearest, not sarcasm by the way.

“Do not speak about your own mother in that way” my mum glared at me as she come in to the room.

She placed loads of bags down on the floor, one landing on Noahs foot, but like always, she didn't even care.

“What do you want mother” I sneered, turning my nose up. Lexi looked like she wanted to laugh, scratch that, the whole group looked like they wanted to laugh.

“Don't you dare talk to me like that!” I could see the vein in her neck throbbing, it was always the same. She would get angry, the vein would throb and look like it was going to pop right out and then shed scream at me and walk away.

But I wasn't taking that no more, it was about time I stood up to her.

“You know what mother just fuck off, I know what you said to Xavier. No thanks to you the boy I love has left! Just gone and I don't have a flying rats ass where he is!” I screamed, tears streaming down my face.

Lexi and Poppy come to stand next to me and wrapped there arms around me, making sure I was okay. My mum had her mouth wide open, like it was hitting the floor.

“Sian hunny, your mum was just worried about you” my dad tried to reason.

Now I got on with my dad, I really did, but if he was going to stick up for my mum he could jog on

“Both of you please, just go” I snapped, turning over and staring at the wall, I could hear my mum let out a sigh which just annoyed me.

You know the feeling you get when youre just so annoyed with someone that whatever they do annoy you, even if they just breathe too loud it annoys you? I felt like that right now with my mum, so as soon as I heard the door close I sighed in relief.