You Cursed My Name

Chapter 9

Quick authors thingy loves about the whole Channel 4 thing. What happened? As far as I know of they make Directioners sound fucking bat shit cray cray. Like for real. What about the other fandoms. They've all done this stuff. So why pick on us and make a whole documentary about it? A few girls on a page I admin said that girls laughed about us and had makeup caked onto their faces and stuff.

Other notes in... Why does their opinions matter to us? They don't really effect me. Cause I know our fandoms not perfect. They made fun of Larry shippers for gods sake. We've lost over 14 so far. Lets try and not lose anymore. Thanks for reading!!!

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We sat in her room watching her and the TV. Zayn, Louis, and Liam all visited but not as much as Harry and I. Her body wouldn't move unless she was breathing. Harry would always sit in the corner and look at her. But I would move a chair over and sit right next to her.

Every other day her grandmum and sister would show up. There really nice people in my eyes. Her grandmother told me about Charlie's past with her family. It broke my heart to know that her father abused her and her dead sister for years until someone finally noticed.

She told me that her mother tried to get a divorce that night and her dad pulled out a gun. Charlie and Darcy wanted to help their mother, not knowing he had the gun and then Darcy got shot. Charlie was the one who was hit the hardest with her death. Must of been why she was in our territory that night crying.

"Niall can I ask you something?" she said. I nodded and watched Jesy and Harry have a conversation.

"Sure what is it?" I asked her turning me complete attention back at her.

"Charlie has trust issues with some people. I really like you, I think you would be good for her. So promise me you wont give up on her?" she asked me. My heart swelled up and I smiled at her.

"I promise." I said nodded my head. We watched Harry and Jesy talk. I was starting to think Harry actually liked having the kid around. By sounds of their laughter filling the room it wasn't that hard to guess.

"Well c'mon Jesy we better get going." her grandmother said. A look of disappointment went to Jesy's face instead of happiness.

"No grandmum I wanna stay here with Niall, Harry, and Charlie." she pouted. Her grandmothers eyes fell to the ground.

"How can you stay here? I must get home to your grandfather." she said. Tiredness rang through out her old voice.

"Well Mrs. Donaldson we can watch her tonight. I assure you that we'll keep her save." I said smiling.

"Well... Okay." she finally said, giving me a trustful nod. "Jesy I'll bring your bag from the car." she said leaving the room.

"Yay!! I get to be with you guys tonight." Jesy cheered causing Harry to laughed and me to smile. Even though her own sister was in the hospital for a reason she doesn't even know she still managed to smile.

"Calm down Jess." Harry said, setting her bouncing body on the chair next to him. She giggled and started talking about how one time her and Charlie played a trick on Darcy by hiding her outfit for a date once and turning off her hot water. Harry laughed. But then she talked about Charlie coming upstairs from the kitchen where their dad was giving her punishment with bruises all over her body.

"She told me not to work and that she fell but I never believed it." she said. I felt my body start to boil and Harry noticed.

"Niall calm down, you can protect her." Harry said. I nodded and looked at Charlie's body. I wasn't there in time.

"Nialler, would you do anything for Charlie?" Jesy tiny voice asked me. I looked at her. Her eyes twinkled under the bright lights of the room. Her brown hair fell down her back like Charlie's did. She was just a younger Charlie.

"Yes." I answered her. She smiled and moved closer to me. I watched her as her small 9 year old body climb on to my lap.

"Please keep her safe." She whispered as she threw her arms around my neck. Startled at first I hugged her back and Harry nodded in approval. This little girl was changing me.

"Here you go Jesy. Be good for these lovely boys." her grandmother said walking in.

"Thanks again Mrs. Donaldson." I said to her. She smiled and walked over to me giving me a hug.

"Call me Jane sweetheart." she said. I nodded and smiled as she hugged Jesy and kissed her forehead and left. I set Jesy down and went over to my guitar and grabbed it.

"Are you actually going to play it?" Harry asked amazed I nodded and I looked at Jesy who sat on Harrys lap. She looked at me with a huge smile on her face.

"Charlie can play the guitar too." she said sighing at the end. I smiled and sat down.

"What's her favorite song Jesy?" I asked her. She looked at Charlie's body and got up grabbing her sisters arm. A tattoo was revealed as she flipped over her wrist. Then she put it back down and stood in front of me.

"Iris." she stated. I nodded and she went back over to Harry as I strummed the cords of the song. Harry sang along.

By the end of the song a few nurses walked in to listen as we sang. Jesy was in awe as she watched and listened to us.

"Its a really good song." Harry said. I nodded and sat my guitar on the ground and I looked at Charlie's body. A smile was formed on her lips and her fingers twitched. My eyes widened and Jesy started squealing. Harry left to get a doctor and I continued to play her favorite songs on my guitar.

"Well Niall she's responding to the music. By this rate she should be awake by the end of the week." the doctor said. I was ecstatic.

"Thank you." Jesy said hugging me.

"What for?" I asked her.

"For saving my sister." she whispered into my neck. I would have cried but I knew I couldn't. Jesy pulled back and pecked my check and walked over to her bag ad pulled out her pajamas. I knew she was tired so we let her get changed and fall asleep on the bed next to Charlie. The doctors didn't mind as long as she wasn't on her right side. She ended up falling asleep to my guitar playing through out the room.

"Mate we should go to bed." Harry told me. I shook my head and he shrugged and laid down on the couch and almost fell asleep that moment. I looked at Charlie and walked over to the chair by her bed and sat down taking her hand in mine.

"Charlie, im really sorry this happened to you. You didn't deserve this kind of life. Hell you need better then me but  I need you. I can protect you, I can love you like you need to be loved. Just remember me if you never come out of that coma. But the way the doctors are thinking they say you should be awake by the end of the week. Crazy right? Well at the moment its been a month and a half of being like this. I hardly ever leave, Harry's always here too. I think you'll like him. He already thinks of you as a little sister. The other boys come occasionally but they aren't so sure about you and I. Zayn's warming up to you a bit I think when you wake up he'll like you. Liam will for sure. But im not so sure on Louis... He's a little harder to have warm up. Jesy's here as well. Her and Harry are like best friends. Who knew a punk and a 9 year old would get along so well? Not me. But anyways we miss you. So don't you ever leave. I love you." I said to her body. I sighed knowing she couldn't respond to me. I stood up and pecked her lips and laid on the other couch. I closed my eyes and thought what would happen when she would actually wake up.

These thoughts ended up putting me asleep...

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So guys how was it? I kinda like it... I could write better but ehh. I don't know. Soo yeah.. Isnt Jesy being sooo coot? And Harry acting like a little kid again. gahhh. Soooo yeah... Loves!!! ~Nemo