Can You Remember?

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I wish I could remember what I was thinking,

every time something between us happened.

When I met you,

I wish I knew what I thought.

When I hung out with you,

I wish I knew why it was so easy.

When I became yours,

I wish I knew why I wanted that.

When you told me you loved me first,

I wish I knew why everything seemed perfect.

When I realized I loved you,

I wish I knew exactly what I was feeling.

When you first kissed me,

I wish I could remember what I was thinking.

Why can't I remember those feelings and thoughts,

but can't forget these feelings and thoughts.

I remember exactly how I felt when you brought up the end.

Torn. Hurt. Confused.

I remember exactly what I was thinking.

Why? What did I do wrong? How can you do this? I love you. You promised.

I remember exactly how I felt when I looked into your eyes as you tried to say goodbye.

Unimportant. Lost. Forgotten.

I remember exactly what I was thinking.

This is you, but not you. You and I..we can get through anything. Don't you love me? I love you. You promised.

Do you remember what you thought when you met me?

Do you remember why hanging out together was so easy?

Do you remember why you wanted me to be yours?

Do you remember how it was when I said I loved you finally?

Do you remember exactly how you felt when you realized that you loved me?

Do you remember what you were thinking when you first kissed me?

Do you remember what you were feeling and thinking when...

you brought up the end?

tried to say goodbye?

What about...

When you promised this would never happen. You would never let this happen?

When you promised you would always work on everything with me?

When you promised you'd stay?

~JescaRose.<3

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