A Moment to Feel

Am I alone?

You talk to me like nothing is wrong.

I listen as if I'm okay with everything.

But when you walk away, my heart falls to pieces again.

I let a tear slide down my cheek, I wipe it away.

You're not worth my tears,you're not worth my thoughts.

So why is it that I cry for you, wanting you to come back?

Or, I think about you, even though I know I'm wasting my time.

You don't want me, you never did.

I feel I'll always be alone, never find full happiness.

People say not to think like that,

but I'm sure they feel like that too sometimes.

I know I'm not the only one who feels like nothing, is a nobody, and has these horrid thoughts.

So why do I feel so alone?

~JescaRose.