A Moment to Feel

So Who?...

You tell me I'm important.

You tell me I'm everything to you.

You say you love me.

I'm your best friend.

I tell you that you are important.

I tell you that you are everything to me.

I say I love you.

You are my best friend.

But I would never leave you in a bad state.

You left me when I needed you most.

Now I'm sitting here, alone.

I'm cold, scared, crying, and wishing.

I'm going through a rough time,

looking for a way out.

Where are you? I need you.

You're a text away, but I can't bother you, I make you mad.

Without you, the color red rises to the surface of my skin, my tears flow faster down my face, my skin turns pale, I lose control of myself. I want the end.

Who saves me? Not you, so who?

Him!

He tells me I'm important.

He tells me I'm everything to him.

He says he loves me.

He's my Mr.Right.

I tell him he's important.

I tell him he's everything to me.

I say I love him.

I'm his kind of perfect.

He hurts me, he puts me down.He leaves me all alone, he lies, he doesn't care, he loves to see me in pain.

Now I'm sitting here, alone.

I'm cold, scared, and hurt.

I'm lost, crying, and wishing.

I'm going through a rough time,

looking for a way out.

Where are you? I need you.

But your gone, you left.I miss you.

Without you I lay still, my tears fall faster down my face, I once again lose control of myself.

I want you.

Who saves me, Not you, Not him, So who?

    ~JescaRose