Innocent ✔️

Fifty Five

Author note: I didn't know if I should really write the rape scene because I don't know if you guys are comfortable with it so I made sure to like cut it in the middle and just write a parts of it and just how she feels and what he said. If you aren't comfortable with that either just pass the beginning of this chapter.

Ps: extra update. Hope you enjoy

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"You like this, don't you?" He grunted.

"This is who you should be, ugh, yes fucking good, you little slut." His tone of voice will always be something I would remember for the rest of my life.

"I always wondered why Jackson wants to be with you. Now I know." He was going so hard, harder than Jackson ever did, harder than I will ever be able to handle. I hated it. I hated how much he had the right to do this to me. How I couldn't stop him.

Crying and screaming and begging didn't stop him, it just made him scream at me to shut up, scream at me to just let him do whatever, threatening me that if I didn't, he will do worse. I shut my eyes and my mouth, shutting myself down, not wanting to see worse than that. I was shaking and as much as I tried to stop as much as it was just so hard for me to not react.

"Ahhh fucking hell."

I lived so many hard things in my life but never thought I would pass by this too. I never thought I will deal with this. But this, this was so much worse than I ever felt. So much worse than I would have imagined.

"Yes bitch take it all."

I just laid there. Shaking and wincing, scared I would do anything I shouldn't. I couldn't even think anymore, I couldn't react anymore. I was frozen under him, under shock.

"Open this goddamn door Jonathan!"

Nina! It's her voice, I know it's her.

"You fucker, open up!"

Jess!

Hard and loud knocks on the door bought my closed eyes to open. I didn't even realize I closed them until just now that I opened them. I was still hoping to open them and find out that this was a nightmare but it wasn't. I was living a reality that I never thought I would.

I tried to scream but his hand covered my mouth. He pulled out of me muttering curses under his breathe. I tried to at least bite his hand off but he other hand met my cheek, a slap sound was heard around the room, making me wince. "Shut the fuck up!" He yelled in a really low voice.

"Open this fucking door, we know what you're doing!" Jess yelled, knocking harder on the door.

He got off of me and started to put on his clothes. I tried to move but couldn't, sit up, failed. I was shaking harder that I ever was which made it even harder for me to move and I felt so dizzy to make myself stand on my feet.

The door flew open, hitting the wall loud making me scream loud and shut my eyes.

"You fucking asshole!" Jess screamed.

I put my hands on my eyes and shut them tighter when I felt someone touch my arm again. "Hey, it's just me, it's Nina. I don't know if you can hear me but if you are then I will take you out of here. It's okay." Soft touches caressed my hair and cheeks causing my body to calm down and let myself fall asleep.

Jackson's point of view

"This fucker." I kicked another rock of the ground. Walking in this long ass alley for hours, trying to contain myself from going back and kill him made me just hate myself. Why can't I just kill him? What's holding me back?