tears - phan AU❁ (EDITING)

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                won't you stay alive?
          i'll take you on a ride
            i will make you
               believe
            you are
              lovely
-"lovely" twenty one pilots
•-•

Phil Lester was happy.

not the simple kind of happy, though. he was the kind of happy that not only smiled, but grinned at whoever walked by him on sidewalks, or in the halls at his high school.

the kind of happy that instead of doing his homework, he'd climb out of his attic window and sit on the roof of his house, pondering all of the accomplishments he would soon make in life.

he had always been like this naturally, he couldn't help it.

phil lester was happy to live.

it wasnt his choice either, but he's rather glad to have it.

not his choice.

A/N:
it'll get better soon i sweaR