A shacam fanfic

Chapter 26

Shannon's P.O.V

"This is typical you! Always thinking everything is about you!" I scream
"That's not what I think, it's just an observation Shan, I know that when I'm hurting you kiss me" she tells me
"I kiss you because I love you...maybe we're moving to fast...maybe moving in together was a mistake" I say starting to cry and so does she.
"A mistake? You think this was a mistake" she say gesturing to me and her.
"I'm saying maybe we moved to fast"
"Fine, if that's how you feel then I'll move out!"she started running away from me, I started wobbling after her.
"Cammie wait!" I yell after her, I can hear her sniffles and I can see the tears hit the pavement, I begin to run faster but I slip and fall. My leg begins to swell and intense pain is sent through my leg, I watch as a blood bruise begins to form.
"Ouch! Ow ow ow ow, shit this hurts!" I yell, cammie stops and looks over her shoulder. She comes over to help me, at first I pull away from her then let her help. She comforts me and helps me up and takes me into the house. She lays me in the bed, pulls my covers over me, and kisses my forehead.
"I wish you would treat me like this all the time, like Ive been in a car accident" I say knowing I didn't have to
"Just give me some time to recover" she says
"What do you mean?"
"I was so busy helping you recover that I didn't have time to, so just bare with me okay? I won't be sleeping in here tonight I'll be on the couch"
"Okay...I guess that's fine." She gets up from the bed, puts on some pajamas, takes a blanket then goes to the couch.

***2 days later***

Cammie still sleeps on the couch, we barley talk anymore. I think we might actually break up, the only time we really talk is when she takes me to my appointments. I really miss her and I don't know if she misses me, she's been really confusing lately and that's what's been fucking me up. I walk out of my room at 4:37am and see cammie sleeping with her headphones in, the music is loud so I can hear what song she's listening to. I can kind of make out the words but then it hits me, I know what song it is. Kiss me Ed Sheran. It's on repeat, it reminds me of the night where I took her to the drive in movies. I watch her sleep for a while and notice she's shivering, why wouldn't she be she has one blanket. I lift her up and take her into my room and lay her on the bed, she moans a little but then lies still. I get into the couch and begin to fall asleep.
I wake up to the t.v turning on and cammie tellin but to be quite as she tries to turn it down.
"What are you doing?" I ask while stretching
"Sorry I was going to watch some t.v and it was left on full blast" she tells me
"Okay" I roll over and close my eyes
"Did you take me into your room last night?"
"Yeah"
"Why...I'm just wondering"
"Well you where shivering and you where listening to Ed Sheran so I figured you deserved OUR room tonight" I explain to her
"Well...thank you" she says walking back into the room, once she closes the door I begin to cry. I just want things back to the way they where, with all the kisses, the smiles, the laughter, the cuddles, I just want it back. She walks out of the room and I quickly wipe my tears away, she's holding the hoodie that I have her and hands it to me.
"What's this?" I ask
"I won't be needing it anymore" she says
"What does that mean?"
"It reminds me to much of you so take it back" I do as she says and hold it in my arms. I can slowly begin to feel depression seep through me. I hate this feeling. Maybe cammie hates me  she probably does that's why she gave me the hoodie back. I wish I was dead! Wait...I can be I just have to do it myself. I walk into the kitchen and pull out the biggest knife we have and slit my wrist without hesitation. I begin to feel weak, I let the knife drop causing cammie to come out, she sees me and runs to me in shock.

Cammies P.O.V

I see Shannon on the ground with blood and I knife surrounding her. "Did she do this to herself? Why would she?" I think to myself. I rush to her side.
"Why would you do this?!" I yell "why would you...I fucking love you Shan! Please hang on please hang on!" I beg
"It'll all be over soon cam and you won't have to deal with me anymore" she tells me
"Deal with you? No Shan I love you I don't know why it took me so long I'm sorry you had to do this so I would know"
"I'm sorry for putting you through this pain. Once I'm dead you won't feel it anymore"
"Stop!" I beg and cry "I don't want you dead! Please oh God please you can't die Shan!" I pick up my phone and call the police, they said they'd be here in less then 3 minutes but I don't think we have that time Shannon's already looking so pale. I go back to her side and hold the wound trying to get the bleeding to stop. What will I do if she dies?