A shacam fanfic

Chapter 27

Cammies P.O.V

The doctor walks out, there's blood all over his scrubs. He walks up to me and looks me into the eyes and begins to tear up.
"We did everything we could" he admits
"I don't believe you!" I scream
"I'm so so sorry ma'am"
"What did you do! What happened?"
"Well she had severe depression and she-"
"No what happened that you couldn't save her!" I yell "what did you do to my future wife the future mother of our children, the person I'm supposed to grow old with the person that I'm so deeply in love with!"

That dream seemed to real.
I wake up to a man shaking me, it's the doctor he's standing there with blood on his scrubs like in my dream.
"Ma'am?" He says
"Yeah" I reply
"She's in room 13 in psychiatric treatment"
"So she's okay?"
"Yes, you can go see her now" he tells me
"No, I'm not ready to see here but thank you" I say and wait. I didn't want to see her because I was the one who made her do this, I put her in the hospital. After a couple hours I decide to go in and see her, I walk to the room and stand outside the door. I slowly peek my head through the door and see her arms are strapped to the bed, blood is dropping into her veins, and her arm has a giant bandage on it.
"I can see you." She says and turns her head towards me.
"Hey" I say and go into the room
"When's my mom going to be here?"
"I didn't call her, I figured she wouldn't like to hear what her daughter did to herself"
"Thank you" she whispered and I nodded.
"Why Shan?" I say sitting on her bed
"You hated me and I didn't want to live in a world where you hated me"
"I didn't hate you Shan I love you" I say going in for a kiss but she turns her face causing me to kiss her cheek.
"Don't, I'm injured again so your going to 'love me' right?"
"Shannon there's no excuse for what I did to you, so I understand if your still mad at me" I say getting up from the bed.
"Cammie don't go!" She say trying to get up, but her restraints kept her still. She kept thrashing and yelling as I left I turned around to look at her and could see blood beginning to soak her bandage. "Cammie stay!" She said beginning to weep. "Please..." I remember that I begged her to stay when I thought she was dying, so I stayed because she did. I stay and stroke her hair making her feel comfortable, I play music and rub her arms, anything to make her feel okay and safe.

Shannons P.O.V

Cammie stayed for a while but then had to leave because visiting hours where over and they forced her to go. She said she would be back tomorrow with my pillow and with some better food. I was heavily drugged with anti depressants and some sedation. It's an awful feeling, being all alone in his awful place I can't call anyone because of my hand restrains so I'm totally alone. I stay awake for most of the night, mostly thinking about cammie and what I need to do differently in the relationship I want us to be good, u want things to go back to normal I just want normal again.
The next morning cammie walks in with my pillow and some food like she had promised, she brought me Starbucks which was amazing. She also brought games and cards so we played those.
"Shannon Beveridge your cheating!" She laughed
"What no I'm not!" I laugh back
"Yes you are you took two cards your only supposed to take one"
"Oh well then yes I am cheating" I joke
"See I told you!" She laughs, she has the the cutest laugh. She lied her head on my shoulder and keeps laughing.
"I missed us" I say
"Me too" she lifts her head up from my shoulder, I slowly leaned in for a kiss and she took it kissing her was like falling in love with her all over again. We kissed and she touched my face with her hand, I tried to do the same but I forgot about the restraints which caused us to stop kissing.
"Sorry, these things are so annoying" I say
"It's okay" she says smiling and kisses me again. "You know when you get home we'll have to finish what we started that one night"
"Yeah?" I say
"Yeah...it'll be fun, my little welcome home present"
"Mmm I wish j could open it right now"
"I wish you could open it too...okay now let's finish our game before I have to go"
"When will I be able to leave?"
"I don't know" she say staring at her cards "whenever they say"
"Ugh! I've been in too many hospitals" she chuckled and shook her head. "What?"
"It's true...too many hospitals"
"I love you cam Scott"  she smiles and looks up at me
"I love you too" she say and hugs me.