Dark Skies

A shoulder to cry on

A loud knock on my door startled me awake. I sat up looking around me at the state I had fallen asleep in. I was lying on the floor next to my bedroom window, in the clothes I wore yesterday.

I groaned and sat up, my head pounding. There was another knock at the door just as I pulled it open to see Park Jimin standing there smiling at me. I forgot how much I missed his smile. When he smiled I couldn't help but feel better. The way his eyes lit up and made me forget about everything that had happened for a few seconds. But then the crushing truth hit me again and that small moment of happiness was gone.

"Jimin Oppa, what are you doing here? Shouldn't you be rehearsing or something?" I questioned.

"I wanted to get away from the dorm. And see you. I figured you might need some cheering up." He looked at me, still smiling.

"How did the other boys take the news?" I saw his smile drop.

"Not well. Jin Hyung gave me a talk last night. He told me that what I had done was wrong. But that we all needed to forgive and forget because soon it is going to affect our friendships and even worse, our relationship as a group."

I knew how much the guys meant to Jimin. And what they all meant to each other. I didn't want to hurt them, they were like family to me. Ever since they had debuted in 2013, I had been a massive fan of them and admired each and every one of them. It was by luck that Suga had fallen for me at a fan meet in Seoul, and I had fallen for him.

"But Jimin, It's not going to be as simple as that. We shouldn't have done it. It's all my fault. If I could just turn back the clock..." I burst into tears.

Jimin took my hands and looked me in the eyes,

"Don't blame yourself, it wasn't only your fault. It was mine as well. We shouldn't have done it, I know. But we can't deny our feelings for each other. We will fix this. I promise."

He took me into his arms and I cried onto his shoulder.

"I love you Rihanna" he whispered.

"I love you too."